DAMN IT! DAMN IT! DAMN IT! Why do I consistently fuck up when it comes to this person!? EVERY.SINGLE.TIME!

Nerves, nerves nerves! And now it's all fucked up and I'll never get an opportunity to fix it!

FUCK!

...on a lighter note, I didn't have bad luck today :) yay!

Pre Wedding ( Read more... )

1. I hate rednecks. I don't mean the people who are merely proud of where they come from. Hell, I was born to poor parents who lived in a mint green trailor in the middle of a field and I don't hide it. I mean those gun toting, lets run over something and throw our beer bottles at trees while the only sober person would still blow a 2.0 drives ( Read more... )

What is real love? Real, honest to God real, true, perfect, fairy-tale ending love ( Read more... )

utterly confused and don't know what to do.
Can't God bring me a dream that will solve all my problems??

Please?

So...it's ok for you to feel like shit on a daily basis and make everyone around you miserable, but when I need a shoulder to cry on I can go somewhere else ( Read more... )

I hate everything. You could only imagine.

It's superbowl Sunday and I'm drunk already.

He called while I was away...again. 2 weeks on the dot...again. Almost like he thinks my brain recharges every 2 weeks and I've forgotten again what he did to me.

When I was 5 years old, I was a flowergirl in my uncle's wedding. The dress was blue, and frilly. Very 1991. My mom was doing my hair in the bridal dressing room of the church when I said to her, "hey mom, I want to walk down the aisle with my cousin Tommy." Tommy was a few years younger than I was, the ring bearer who could bearly walk...but he ( Read more... )