Unless I have nothing else to do...
I'm done with this.
I hate sitting here during nice days.
I hate the computer.
So this is it.
Goodbye until next school year

I'm sick of being "depressed"
Although I know it isn't being depressed. Just moody i think.

I think all of this will go away once regents are over. 
Just sometimes I think that there is someone better.
That I'm just not good enough.
That I don't make you happy anymore.
Who knows.

But this is over.
It's done.

In one of those moods where I just get depressed.
idk if that is normal.

feel like shit though
I am all of a sudden getting insecure
about myself and everything i do.
What a sucky feeling.

okay that's enough.

woke up at 8:00 to take my mother into work so that I could have the car for the day.
Had to run some errands for her but it turned around into a day with Laurianne.
She took me out to the store to get the stuff mom needed then we went to 
Ruby Tuesday's for lunch. It was a lot of fun.

Came home around 12:45 and i went to the pool to uncover it, turn ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a great day ( Read more... )

First of all..
KISS MY GIANT BUTT!

Second of all...
Summer is here and I don't have
to deal with all your fake shit anymore
So it's wonderful for the both of us huh?

Third of all...
I'm incredibly happy with what i have.
Chad and my real friends.

gahh it couldn't get much better.
lovin' it

Glad i had that eye opener because things seem to be more clear than ever now.

Funny when you find out who your real friends are.
hm.

Can't wait for this summer.
I want to spend every day with Chad
and the few friends IK i have.

I love him more than anything.

i hate school
i hate some people
i hate some teachers
i hate school
i hate school
i hate regents
i hate SAT's
i hate ACT's
i hate regents
i hate school 
i hate school

wow.. five days until we are officially done being juniors ( Read more... )

Thank you everyone for making my b'day great.
love ya all...

can't wait for tomorrow 
Day with my lovee <3

Love yaaa♥