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I love his parents so much! They are such amazing people...do you think he even realizes what he has?? I cant believe they sent me a card in the mail! It was so thoughtful of them. Maybe thats why I fell in love him so easy too...his family was amazing. I hope that someday I have In-laws that are as great as them ( Read more... )

So, here i am babysitting for the third day in a row...its not bad actually...esp my cousins, they are fun and easy...and they like card games! So, I cant believe Saturday is Christmas...crazy! Last night was so much fun!! I really enjoyed "cleaning" triple d's room! It was awkward when ryry came around, i cant believe he's acting so arrogant like ( Read more... )

So, wow...i was so emo yesterday...jk! I was in a really weird mood and i cried for no reason at all...maybe im pmsing....i hope not!! So, yeah all the things I said are true...they just seemed really weird now that i read them back today ( Read more... )

i feel lost right now...i spent a term at bible college and i dont even feel like ive changed even at all...i want to be back there, but not because i want to be away from my friends here or not becuase i want to see all my friends there, but because i want to change ( Read more... )

I wish people would tell me what they are feeling so i wouldnt feel like a complete ass bringing things up over and over again if maybe they've changed their minds...i can handle it ( Read more... )

So, A ron has been 20 for a whole day now...how sweet is that? I wish we could have done tonz of fun and crazy stuff...but things never worked out...im sorry...im the worst best goods ever...i hope you enjoyed the movie tho ( Read more... )

So, i've been here since thursday night...its nice to be home, but i miss oregon. By yesterday morning i felt back in the swing of things with my friends and everything...and ive been having so much fun! Reba and i have been crazy...and A ron's birthday is today!! He's 20!! He's no longer a teenager...sweet!! I think I'm gonna go get my haircut... ( Read more... )

So, yeah its been a while since i updated...my bad...im totally done with all my classes and finals and im almost totally packed to go home!!! Im so excited!! Wahoo!!! Its gonna be sweet to be home! I cant wait to see my peeps! All i have to do tonight is get my ring from Samuel's, i took it to get the stone tightened and it cleaned and then i have ( Read more... )

I dont know exactly what happened tonight...everyone i talked to had alcohol in there system...i havent talked to you yet...but i am dissapointed...alcohol is not an excuse for anything, tho many times we all like to use it as a crutch, to help us not be as inhibited or whatever...he was wrong too, but still...im sad...i love you and want to ( Read more... )