I hate myslef for being the reason that i don't think i will ever feel true love again even with the one that will always be imprinted in my head. I know it is sad and pathetic, and I caused it all.
what a life i've lived.
Now i need to bear with it and be strong for my baby.
That song is an absolutely gorgeouse song about im guessing AJ getting over his addictions and that without certain things in his life he was incomplete.