I'd hoped to have sent a real card, but it was Saturday before I could get to the store and I thought that was kinda pointless as it would get there much too late.
*sigh* We're going to Furcon.. I don't care if I have to drag you kicking/screaming. I told you I want to be your friend. I'm sorry that I'm so involved with school, work, horse and friends and have relatively little time to myself anymore. Shit, I draw twice a week.. if I'm lucky. And we know that during the summer I drew every fucking day. You're putting a whole lot of effort into trying to make me love you, and you can't do that, I'm sorry. I love you as my friend, and I do care about you. Just not relationship status. Justin, you need to let things be. If you can't accept that I have a life, too, and that no, I won't call you every week .. then it kind of sucks when you think of altogether dismissing me. I don't know that I can be friends with someone who is always hinting at more, and trying to give ultimatums for me to contact him. I can't, and I won't. That's not really fair.
this is gonna be long... probably confusing too.khalichNovember 4 2005, 01:44:08 UTC
I know you've told me you want to be friends, but when 2 or 3 [i]months[/i] go by without you so much as even acknowledging me as such, it makes it hard to believe. Especially since when I was down there last, you'd always answer your phone, or call back whoever it was that left you a message, but no matter how many times, or when, I call, all I'm left with is a few moments of wasted time. All I'm asking for is the occasional, "Hey, sorry I've been busy, life's being a bitch, as usual," comment or message, not like a fucking weekly check-up report or anything. I'd decided to give you till my birthday (like, back in mid-September, no less), 'cause I'd figured that no matter how busy you were you'd still take the one minute out of your schedule to call, or at the very least post a quick "happy b-day!" somewhere I'd see. I kept my phone on me all day just hoping that you would so I wouldn't say everything I had, and when you didn't... well, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't more than a little disappointed
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I'd hoped to have sent a real card, but it was Saturday before I could get to the store and I thought that was kinda pointless as it would get there much too late.
*HUGGG* You look like you could use one.
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We're going to Furcon.. I don't care if I have to drag you kicking/screaming. I told you I want to be your friend. I'm sorry that I'm so involved with school, work, horse and friends and have relatively little time to myself anymore. Shit, I draw twice a week.. if I'm lucky. And we know that during the summer I drew every fucking day. You're putting a whole lot of effort into trying to make me love you, and you can't do that, I'm sorry. I love you as my friend, and I do care about you. Just not relationship status.
Justin, you need to let things be. If you can't accept that I have a life, too, and that no, I won't call you every week .. then it kind of sucks when you think of altogether dismissing me. I don't know that I can be friends with someone who is always hinting at more, and trying to give ultimatums for me to contact him. I can't, and I won't. That's not really fair.
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