I feel like I've been swindled. Like I've allowed my eye to be caught by all the attractive and shiny things; Bewitched by illusory things. Why are some bonds so fragile?
Why can't I locate the words to describe how I feel? Half-furious, Half-Forgiving. I really feel quite torn. I can't finish writing this; I have no idea what to say.
Oh you little bitches. You little bitches, with your "mornings". What the hell kind of drug are you on- where you wake up at 8am to start your day? Fuck that. I didn't decide to wake up with the sun, don't make that choice for me. Give me starlight and street lamps.
I don't know how you can stand that huge ball of gas in the distance. Truly.
I've got these words working, wiggling their way thorough my imagination and into my mindpieces. I can't look at them objectively. No. I must feel them. Each is akin to a whirlwind. A maelstrom of cold-snaps or licking fire
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Not to alarm you; but my Kink is interfering with my everyday relationships. I think I am addicted to things that are socially unacceptable to the majority of the American population. Fuck.