Emptying my heart a bit...

[kharlan]

Lately, I've been more and more wondering where destiny will lead me; what will happen to me, when will I die... will I get to accomplish anything? The typical fear of dying most humans have is starting to slowly fade away from my mind since a few years now. I don't fear Death, maybe the way I will die though... Drowning or burn into a fire isn't

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[etoilerose]

Ahh now that's the opposite for me, the thought of death for me, is a terrifying one, but more for the reason of dreams than worry of what comes afterwards. The thought of being cut off from life now, and never being able to achieve those things I strive for, and also the idea of growing old, and suddenely having no dreams left... Naw.

I think the person we are around other people and then on our own, can be very differing. When I'm feeling at my most awful, contact with a friend springs me out of it until I am alone again.

Six thousand dollars for braces O________O Mine were on the health service... free... it's awful to have to pay that much!

Anyway, speaking to you is an obvious pleasure! *hugs* ♥

[kharlan]

D; At least I have insurances for this... 60% up to two thousand. So... It's still going to be expensive as shit, let's say I wasn't born in the richest family. x_x I really need to start to work to help out my mom. X_X It IS aweful... x.x I mean come one, braces >.< Like my dad said: You'll have your trip to Japan in your mouth.

Not that he intented to bring me anyway. >.>

And yush, you see have that tendency to go emo. xD; I depend on ym friends badly, when I'm left alone, it's bad most of the time. That's why I can't wait for school to start... Two months is starting to make me awefully lazy and anxious. -_- August 30th... ToT

I guess I am kind of weird then. o.o; Being afraid of Death and such is pretty normal... I don't know I'm weird. >.>;

[etoilerose]

It's unfair, having to pay for BRACES. They.. they're braces!

Awww *huggles* I get pretty emo on my own sometimes, emo or just angry and frustrated xD I wanna go back to school as well D: I never thought I'd say it before but nowadays... I hate not being able to see friends everyday!

[kharlan]

xDD It IS unfair. It's crap, living is starting to be a luxury seriously. x_X

+hugs back+ xO Summer sucks. xD Too hot, Friends are away, I get bored out of my mind. Gah.

And I wish I was in an English school. Gah. >.>

[lokyan_loli]

ngawww, that's so >__< but happy to help..? (updating fics xD) ehe.. but really, to tell the truth, those who don't fear death are amazing, because, when you fear death... you don't get the most out of life. My brace's were like.. $4000? T__T yeah.. and my tooth grew right above another one just like yours! (i think

[kharlan]

...............o_________________o Can I tell you how much your comment made me cry in nyappyness nyappy?

=x It's always nice to see there's people like you who can actually lift someone's mood like this. >.< I wasn't depressed when I read your comment but oh god I had to go in bathroom because it made me so nyappy ! XD

:3 It went straight to my heart and I'm very thankful <3 I LURVE YOU. :3

So I'm giving you the order to be my friend. 8DD Because you're too nice. >.