Home is where your mum and sis are. End of story. The sooner you realise that the sooner you will be able to shed that old skin and grow into your new one...
You've made so much progress.....so much more that this "supposed" home allowed you to...and so much more than you allowed yourself to in the past...be happy....focus on something grounded....you always did have your eyes on flighty objects...which probably explains your "lack of balance" better than the medical condition of bone breakage.
Some things don't change....some people can't change.... You've proved to me that the two claims above aren't true....don't mind fuck me by trying to change it all now.
P.S I'm here...and it's easy for me to say all this being here...but trust me....without my family....this would be just another "hole in the ground" to pass the days till i get to really "leave".
i know i've moved on from the old me and i know i've accomplished more this past year than i had the 20-something years before but i just miss the people i miss. that's all. miss not second-guessing the people around me, miss just sitting around for hours in silence and not feel the need to scramble for something to say or do, miss actually having time to burn and not having to worry about this deadline and that.
yes yes yes, all part of growing up.. i know.. but knowing that doesn't mean i don't get to WALLOW (i typed the first response half drunk). so there.
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The sooner you realise that the sooner you will be able to shed that old skin and grow into your new one...
You've made so much progress.....so much more that this "supposed" home allowed you to...and so much more than you allowed yourself to in the past...be happy....focus on something grounded....you always did have your eyes on flighty objects...which probably explains your "lack of balance" better than the medical condition of bone breakage.
Some things don't change....some people can't change....
You've proved to me that the two claims above aren't true....don't mind fuck me by trying to change it all now.
P.S I'm here...and it's easy for me to say all this being here...but trust me....without my family....this would be just another "hole in the ground" to pass the days till i get to really "leave".
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*waddle waddle waddle*
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*scoff*
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yes yes yes, all part of growing up.. i know.. but knowing that doesn't mean i don't get to WALLOW (i typed the first response half drunk). so there.
*wallow wallow wallow*
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