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Aug 05, 2007 17:45

Okay, so I am out of antidepressants. I was going to get them refilled today, but I just haven't wanted to leave my apartment. But, because of that decision... I feel really horrid. Not that this surprises me, or anything... but I just really hate this feeling. I've come to realise just how much I really need these things ( Read more... )

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shadesofkate August 6 2007, 12:05:57 UTC
There's not much I can say other than, I love you.
Please go get the script refilled.
I wish I could give you a big hug, but cos I can't, I'll send them via ESP...
*squishy bear hugs*

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syrainator August 6 2007, 14:09:59 UTC
There's nothing I can say to make you feel better, but just know that you aren't alone with those feelings. I haven't been on meds for months and sometimes I really think I should - when I'm not, I start doubting myself, hesitating and I get scared. And feel pretty much all the things you described there.

It sucks and that's that. Clean and simple. It sucks.

But I dunno, thinking could also help - though it's depressing and makes one sad. With me, it helped me clear some issues and see some facts about myself I'd always denied... but then again, each case is different.

Just hang in there - that's the stupidest thing I could have said, a real cliche, but I've come to realise it's actually the only thing you can do. Besides therapy *rolls eyes*

*hugs*

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starsniper August 7 2007, 05:10:24 UTC
Awwww. I'm sorry you have to feel that way just by not taking a few pills. I'm not sure what to tell you about yourself, but honestly, I do think you are pretty. I remember when you sent me an invitation to your graduation and you put in little wallet inserts of your senior portraits in there and I posted them up on my mirror. They're still there. You're a wonderfully kind and loving person, and physical beauty really shouldn't matter all that much, but it does in society unfortunately.

I wish I could give you a hug right about now *hugs anyway*

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shadesofkate September 18 2007, 12:13:54 UTC
Why are you not on LJ anymore?
WHY YOU NO LOVE US ANYMORE?! :P

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wennniemandhort February 9 2009, 01:14:27 UTC
sooo... this may be a little weird and you may not even check this, but I did just want to say that this entry is interesting... my girlfriend told me she thought you were hot and really wanted to ask you out but she was just too shy to do it. you really made an impression on her. so yeah, if you still feel like this or if you don't feel like this still there are people out there who are just to shy to say anything to you!

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