ugh can't figure out my birthday- nothing seems to be working out... maybe i'll just drive till i run out of gas...

totally bummy... thinking too much about people i'm not supposed to think about anymore...sigh... might get on a movie going to Thailand- Emma has her interview for it on Sunday... that would be awesomeness... nothing like leaving the country to cheer a girl up...

i have a table and chairs! whoo... seems a silly thing to be excited about- but i have lived in this apartment a month now and still dont have a real bed or real furniture.... and it's kind of a mess cause im only here long enough to throw my clothes off and go to sleep... but i get done w/ my movie in a week or two- depending on wrap- so i hope to ( Read more... )

shades is married- enough said...

writing is supposed to be therapeutic- although i get yelled at for sometimes being too personal or too down in these public forums... maybe i'm just naive in thinking that only like 5 people have this link and of those 5 pretty sure a few have either forgotten about this bloggy thing or have stopped checking it- so it's more controlled... or maybe ( Read more... )

So while I won’t be dressing up as a sea animal- I will soon being making an appearance as a coal mine operator, train conductor, and guide to a German sub (apparently it’s politically incorrect to dress up as a German) at the Museum of S & I- as long as I pass my drug test- and knowing how boring I am- ummm yeah….let’s just say I’m more worried ( Read more... )

So I've been super cranky for days... it feels like all month... just have this headache that wont go away- and i'm just super stressed...considering spending my grocery money on a massage... but i think hunger is more immediate... hehe.... so yeah beware.... i'm on the warpath for no apparent reason...

So my first experience as "stage manager" is going fairly well....still have quite a few shows to do.... i put it in quotes because a stage manager of a big theatre would be doing lots more than me- but it's a fun group and i even got to add my own sound cue- so yea for doing something silly that i can still claim as a tad creative....one of the ( Read more... )

So I'm on the lookout for a job again… really starting to think that 'freelance' is code for 'frequently unemployed ( Read more... )

I'm pretty stoked- I was told today that as long as I pass all of the background checks etc I will officially have the coolest job ever. Wait for it.... ok so I'm going to be working at Shedd Aquarium teaching little kids about how sea animals move- we use dance & puppets & crazy costumes- it totally rocks & I get paid well to be a big kid all day ( Read more... )