Enough. We get in the same fight every time. Something snapped in me tonight.. In the scene where I'm supposed to give in to what he wants, cancel my plans with friends, drive 40 minutes to his house and be with him...I flipped the script. I just..laughed. We had date night and a sleepover Friday,talked on the phone all Saturday night and a ( Read more... )

Where is the line between faith and dillusion?

"Trying to convince myself I've found one ( Read more... )

So much to write about.
when will I get the time and ability to articulate my thoughts the way I want?

we have so much to work on before we "do the unthinkable"

But I've never been so sure.

I don't want to write.
But I need to.

I feel chained.

I got financially shafted 3 times in a row today ( Read more... )

He called ( Read more... )

Moved into my own apartment
back in fort smith
old job
derby team
boy who doesnt try hard enough
4 classes
furniture purchasing
working out
bill paying
new projects and ideas
somethings always wrong with my car
homework and studying
eating healthy

so much on my plate
no stress just blessed && happiness :]
right? ..right

im trying to deal with what just happened ( Read more... )

No work, school or derby tommorrow ( Read more... )