this is horrible.

[khulu]

http://www.ncf.edu/PublicAffairs/Documents/Roewert.htm

jesus. i feel horrible, John was a really great guy. I can't imagine how I'd feel if I were still at N.C.F. (right now, i feel so detached from the whole place, so it doesn't feel like it really happened).

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[uponawhim]

it doesn't really feel like it happened here either...except that he's not here to convince you completely that it didn't happen.