I am so tired of being sad, alone, empty, suicidal, rejected, dissappointed, dismissed, misunderstood, why can't I just be happy for no reason ( Read more... )

MORRISSEY was amazing in last night...ahhh Im having withdrawals...Come back MOz ( Read more... )

Well school is out ( Read more... )

I Feel like my life is taking a new direction.I am entering a very dark and depressing time, however, in the midst of all of that I am trying to find myself. what I am, who I am, where I want to go. I feel that my inability to make friends stems from the fact I am uncertain of who I am. I dont know where I fit in, I dont know who can like me or who ( Read more... )

on wednesday I saw the fabulous Dita Von Teese on ANTM and I almost had a heart attack. She is so beautiful and her ways are so damn erotic. the burlesque dancer in me just wanted to come out and sex everything up like it should..the end.

as I write this I have tears rolling down my eyes. I had heard of a heartbreak but i never knew the intensity until now. I feel like im gonna go crazy. I guess it is true that you dont know what you have until you lose it and eventhough i knew i had a good person I didnt know they were this deeply embedded into my heart.

Hello everybody I am very excited to meet great people. As you probably saw in my bio I love Burlesque dancing and I aspire to being a burlesque dancer or simply a 50s hot bitch. So if you are either we should talk. If you are cool and want a new lj friend hit me up. well don't want to kill it in my first post so i'll talk to everyone later