lets see i had a good weekend then i didnt it just depends on how you look at it.....well on friday i got home adn mom said that she wouldnt be home until late....so as usaul i got online and everybody who knows this situation would understand why i did this....ok well i have this guy who liked me and he lives in a different state and he was like i ( Read more... )

wow u kno wat i realzed no one leaves me any more comments thanks gusys that really hurts....me and eric are fighting....but other than that nothing really seems to be helping me right now ever since i got home...well i read my other l/j and find out that i have a comment and its from karlee saying dont start likeing ryan its kinda weird (or ( Read more... )

well today i wrote a note to matt telling him how i feel and that he is the one i want but i wont stand between him and anna...so he texts me in 4th and i told him that my letter was stupid and he was like no i knew i just didnot want to say becaus i knew you would tell me so i was damn u kno me to well.....so i asked him wat he was doing and he ( Read more... )

RUNAWAY TO PARADISE ( Read more... )

sorry that i havent updated in a while its just that i have been rreally depressed and i have had already to emotional break downs and i dsont kno wat to do....i dont kno who i am anymore....ive been such a bitch lately that i dont kno wat to do.........callie is being a bitch and on top of that friends are coming to me with their problems and i ( Read more... )

ok well ben is talking to me cuz i ripped up the poem that he was mad at for me so now me and him are talking.........but nayways on other news me and norcross are going out and i'm really happy bout that cuz i liked him since i was going out with matt but when was i felt bad.....but another note im pretty happy cuz i was like man i like him and i ( Read more... )

well lets see i let ben read that poem Why can't I be you? and he blew up on me........i mean mine and his convo was 5 pages long.....and he was like why do you feel like that and i told him thats wat i feel wats wrong with that and he just kept goin on and on and on and it really got annopying but sad cuz the last thing he said to me was do ( Read more... )

well lets just say i miss my friend alot....i mean he was always there for me but now he really cant be and i dont know what to do...some nights i cry myself to sleep.......no one could ever understand how much i miss him..........not even christinne..........he is a part of me that i cant live without and my parents are making it hard on me cause ( Read more... )

I want to be a star ( Read more... )