ok so yea...today was wierd, i mean i'm still not happy and i don't get it but whatever ( Read more... )

omg...i just don't care anymore i don't,(atleast i don't want to anymore ( Read more... )

am i wrong for feeling the way that i do...cause i feel terrible and i don't know if i made a mistake

i wish that i could help the way that i feel but i can't...but am i wrong for what i did?

i'm sorry...

and i'm sorry...i love you and your right it just hurts everyone around you, please forgive me...

~kias~xoxo

one more week of school...

i wish i understood what fucking emotion's are going through my head.

i can't make up my mind anymore,i can't be emotionless,i can't just get up and let go and move on...why?

summer please come sooner...i need my vacation that someone promised...

~kias~xoxo

ahh...i need to talk to someone,someone that can help me and i don't know who to go to cause i don't know even know my thoughts

just fucking shoot me now...

~kias~xoxo

so yea lastnight well i should very early morning haha i stayed at nikoles with matt rob john mike nikole jess and klaps ( Read more... )

ugh...work be home late

i've decided that i don't care anymore i can't look in the past thinking that it will be the same cause it can't ( Read more... )

i'm fucking worthless ok...fucking scum

i am a horrible person...i'm sorry