....bye

[kicher]

Finally I'm updating my lj again... but I don't think it's a positive thing :(

I'll be offline for the next 3 weeks - a small hiatus because of my exam which begins next week. D: Wish me luck. I repeat 2 already >.Regarding the matter of visiting Japan .. I had a huge fight with my family. I wanted to use money from my inheritance but my mom is

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[queen_maharani]

*hug*

^_^v

[kicher]

*hugs back* :)

[stelladell]

I'm so sorry to hear about everything that's been happening! I don't know what to say and being this far away I can't do anything but I so wish I could! I would at least kidnap you for a couple days to unwind as much as possible :( I highly doubt I'm being of any comfort here but I do want to let you know that I feel for you.

For the physical pain, have you ever heard of something called Fibromyalgia? Or though about researching the effects of nerves? I'm not trying to scare you or make you paranoid with this but no one should be in pain and it's truly amazing what just knowing what's wrong can do.

[kicher]

Thank you, really. Even when you don't feel like it, you help me really with your words. Because it means you care.:) At the moment it's rare that people care. My friends thinks I loose my mind...
I would be happy to be kidnapped to be honest. I need a change of scenery. Japan should have been not only a holiday but a way to overcome the boundaries of my family. Seems they got only tighter :X

I'm amazed you found out my illness, really. I wrote just a few sentences. I didn't want to write it out so people go and google it or something. I hate to be treated as a sick person, really. But at the moment I can't overplay it and I'm just my depressed and painful self which nobody likes. Normaly my acting is better...

Thank you again for this words, they cheered me up and I would come over in an instant... but I have an overprotecting monster behind my back... :(

[stelladell]

"I'm amazed you found out my illness . . ." . . . I guessed it? o.0 The few symptoms that you wrote down sounded very familiar as me, my mother, and my friend all have Fibromyalgia. This has me nearly bedridden and will be my "6th anniversary" by June. My mom has had it for over 15yrs and my friend for over 3yrs. We all have very similar symptoms but they started out drastically different and we react differently as they affect is incredibly different. It's becoming more and more frequent recently in the USA and is only now starting to be recognized as something that's not just in our heads. I'm being given treatments for seizures as it's as close as they know to give me.

I'm not trying to overshadow what you're going through at all but that's a very small explanation. When you said you were looking for someone to go to Japan with it really did sound like a great time :) I do hope you get another chance. Or I can send over some people all in black to shanghai you to California!!! Mwahaha! XD