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Ok, so Shiv's going away meal - whos up for it?
Really going to miss her. But i think it'll be good for her to get away - i'd love to do the same thing, so the best of luck. We all want you to stay for our own selfish reason's because we'll miss you so much, but go for it sweety. It's what you want and it'll be a good experience i'm sure:]
Anyway's dad found about the loss of my phone. Reacted the way i thought he would but couldnt see why this is why i didn't tell him.
He said he's not going to get me another contract phone since is the second phone to be lost and he says i can't be trusted and not responsable enough. The contract runs out this month so i was due to get another one for Chrsitmas. Ahh well nevermind. I'll just have to do without a phone. I can't afford one or a contract phone so it'll have to be the internet for contacting me i'm afraid. My dad dosen't have a house phone either. So yeah. Haven't stayed at his all week anyways. I practically live at my nannas now and i feel alot happier there:] Me and my mam had talked about me being depressed and stuff and how it hurt me that she wouldnt let me live with her. Apparently theres no room for me....she's getting about 30grands worth of work done to her 150grand bungalow by the way (i believe Beaky's the only one on here to have seen it-when she first bought it anyways). Shes currently having walls taken down and built so theres more room's and stuff and a huge conservertary built. But you know, she can't afford me.
Ohh and she talk's about her house everytime i see her which you'd think she'd be more considerate about. But no, it's my mother and she's not aware of silly things like this. Ohh silly me expecting her to be considerate to my feeling's, especially after our little talk. HA.
So yeah Dad dosent appear to be talking to me anymore. Think i best bugger off to my nannas again, where i'm the most happy.
Love my nanna i do. She's so common it's funny as. Plus she looks after me properly like buys me shampoo/conditioner..basics for living, gives me money so i can actually go to college...thing's my dad dosent do. Ohh and of course theres always food to eat in her house, whilst at my dad's theres never anything in. Even though i'm supposed to be living with him.
Really going to miss her. But i think it'll be good for her to get away - i'd love to do the same thing, so the best of luck. We all want you to stay for our own selfish reason's because we'll miss you so much, but go for it sweety. It's what you want and it'll be a good experience i'm sure:]
Anyway's dad found about the loss of my phone. Reacted the way i thought he would but couldnt see why this is why i didn't tell him.
He said he's not going to get me another contract phone since is the second phone to be lost and he says i can't be trusted and not responsable enough. The contract runs out this month so i was due to get another one for Chrsitmas. Ahh well nevermind. I'll just have to do without a phone. I can't afford one or a contract phone so it'll have to be the internet for contacting me i'm afraid. My dad dosen't have a house phone either. So yeah. Haven't stayed at his all week anyways. I practically live at my nannas now and i feel alot happier there:] Me and my mam had talked about me being depressed and stuff and how it hurt me that she wouldnt let me live with her. Apparently theres no room for me....she's getting about 30grands worth of work done to her 150grand bungalow by the way (i believe Beaky's the only one on here to have seen it-when she first bought it anyways). Shes currently having walls taken down and built so theres more room's and stuff and a huge conservertary built. But you know, she can't afford me.
Ohh and she talk's about her house everytime i see her which you'd think she'd be more considerate about. But no, it's my mother and she's not aware of silly things like this. Ohh silly me expecting her to be considerate to my feeling's, especially after our little talk. HA.
So yeah Dad dosent appear to be talking to me anymore. Think i best bugger off to my nannas again, where i'm the most happy.
Love my nanna i do. She's so common it's funny as. Plus she looks after me properly like buys me shampoo/conditioner..basics for living, gives me money so i can actually go to college...thing's my dad dosent do. Ohh and of course theres always food to eat in her house, whilst at my dad's theres never anything in. Even though i'm supposed to be living with him.