Even more about me!
Still bored. Still raining. Here are some more facts about me. :)
I was born on a sunny Friday, in the morning.
I attend Berklee College of Music, and I am going into my third semester in the fall. I absolutely love it there. It's a lot of work, and sometimes it can be very stressful, but I don't care. I did very bad my first semester, because I was really stupid by letting my personal life affect me too much. I stayed home a lot and missed too many classes. I am too embarassed to write what I got for my GPA first semester. Second semester, I raised it to a 3.34 GPA, and it's going to keep going up. :) Never again will I let anything let my mind get away from school.
I am getting a double major in Film Scoring and Music Synthesis. :)
I love reading. I will read anything. I wish more people read; it's a good natural escape from this world. A lot of the time, I wish that my life was like the things that I read or the games that I play. This life that I live seems awfully boring and uneventful sometimes. I have a love of adventure and I've began to take more risks the past few years, but still, my life seems so inadequate compared to a lot of the things I read/play.
I believe magic is everywhere.
The Medieval ages and ancient civilizations (specifically Egypt and Greece) fascinate me. I love learning their way of life and the things they believed in. It is just very interesting to me. :)
I do not have my license, but I would like it very, very badly. Driving kind of scares the shit out of me, and I love walking, but sometimes I just want to drive far away from here.
I am very suspicious of people. I don't really fully trust anyone with everything. I want to, and I try to, but every time I depend of someone to take care of my trust, they completely destroy it and it never comes back. I'm not so naive anymore. It's kind of sad, really, but whatever, it's better than getting hurt again. I'm so sick of being treated like garbage.
I think I'm a good person. I care so much about everyone, and I love helping people if they'll listen to what I have to say. I'll lend people a hand or money or a hug if they want or need it, and I love making people smile. I'm respectful, trustworthy, loyal, dependable, and all that good stuff. Unfortunately, though, this means I tend to get walked all over and taken forgranted. I'd love for someone to show me otherwise.
I have high standards when it comes to men. I have been been with some real JERKS and I cannot stress enough how SICK OF IT I am. Don't play any stupid mind games with me. Be straight forward. Do not lie to me unless you want me to tear you a second asshole. Once you lose my trust, it will be gone FOREVER. Be loyal. Be honest. Be courteous. Treat me with respect and like a lady, but don't be afraid to wrestle with me! :D Do fun things with me. Care about me. Don't promise me things you can't keep. Don't be with me unless you can see a future with me. I am not a toy. Don't look at/talk about other women. If you want to be with me, you want to be with ME. NOBODY ELSE. I don't care about money or materialistic things; I am a lover of simplicity. Be happy to be with me. Don't be lazy and boring. Communicate with me. Do not, for the love of god, do things behind my back. Tell me things. Be proud to be with me. Let me be your friend, too. Be yourself. Be sweet. Don't pressure me into things I do not want to do. Just... be nice, and care about me. That's ALL I want. :)
I am a SWEETHEART. I am kind and extremely cuddly and smiley. I am happy a lot of the time. I love being with someone I care about. I can be not so nice sometimes, and I am pretty good at making people feel like shit. If you don't want to experience this, don't be an ass.
I don't mind being by myself. I like me. :)
It's pretty hard to make me mad/upset. If you make me cry, you're a fucking jerk and I hope you feel like shit.
I read way too much into everything. I try to analyze every single bloody thing that anyone says to me that is serious, and I tend to miss the main point of things. It's not good.
I. LOVE. CANDY!!! I think that if I ever get diabetes, I will fling myself off of a cliff. Haha just kidding, but seriously, no.
I've never drank coffee before, hahaha. My parents are huge addicts, and they are so miserable all the time, so I refuse to drink it.
I am pretty happy with everything/everyone in my life.
California is so beautiful. I was only there for three days in March, but I felt right there. I can totally see myself living there in the future.
I really, really despise the cold. Winter is god-awful. Way too cold. My nose always gets all pink and I look like Rudolf. It's so dumb.
I think that one of the nicest feelings in the world is when someone (ESPECIALLY someone you like) tells you how beautiful they think you are. It makes me feel so good about myself.
I am always smiling about something.
I am super good at keeping secrets. :)
I have this weird thing where I get really, really nervous eating in front of a guy that I like. I don't know why!! Even talking about food makes me really nervous. It's so weird. I think it's because I'm really picky and get nervous anyway, I dunno. So chances are, if I like you and you ask if I'm hungry, I'll say no even if I am starving, but I'll secretly have a Nutrigrain bar, or something, in my Zelda bag that I carry with me everywhere. :) Hahaha, so yeah, just FORCE ME TO EAT.
I am different than most girls. I like just sitting and talking and duking out with video games and surprise attacks. In a relationship, I make just as good of a friend than I do a girlfriend. However, while I do have confidence, having someone tell you how special you are to them NEVER gets old. It's always really, really heart warming. :)
I have A LOT of energy. I am hardly ever tired. This is good. ;D
I get really, really excited about things.
I can get creeped out really, really easily. And you'll know when I'm creeped out, too.
I love talking. I'm not sure if it's because I'm a Gemini (they are supposed to be veeery talkative!!), but I think it's awesome having deep conversations with people. I'm pretty quiet when people first meet me, unless I'm surrounded by people I feel comfortable with. However, if I feel comfortable around you, it's super easy for me to be myself. :D
I really appreciate honesty. Even if the truth hurts, it's always better than being lied to.
And now, again, I can't think of anything more to write, so I am off to go on a walk (I LOVE GOING FOR WALKS!!). Later! :D
I was born on a sunny Friday, in the morning.
I attend Berklee College of Music, and I am going into my third semester in the fall. I absolutely love it there. It's a lot of work, and sometimes it can be very stressful, but I don't care. I did very bad my first semester, because I was really stupid by letting my personal life affect me too much. I stayed home a lot and missed too many classes. I am too embarassed to write what I got for my GPA first semester. Second semester, I raised it to a 3.34 GPA, and it's going to keep going up. :) Never again will I let anything let my mind get away from school.
I am getting a double major in Film Scoring and Music Synthesis. :)
I love reading. I will read anything. I wish more people read; it's a good natural escape from this world. A lot of the time, I wish that my life was like the things that I read or the games that I play. This life that I live seems awfully boring and uneventful sometimes. I have a love of adventure and I've began to take more risks the past few years, but still, my life seems so inadequate compared to a lot of the things I read/play.
I believe magic is everywhere.
The Medieval ages and ancient civilizations (specifically Egypt and Greece) fascinate me. I love learning their way of life and the things they believed in. It is just very interesting to me. :)
I do not have my license, but I would like it very, very badly. Driving kind of scares the shit out of me, and I love walking, but sometimes I just want to drive far away from here.
I am very suspicious of people. I don't really fully trust anyone with everything. I want to, and I try to, but every time I depend of someone to take care of my trust, they completely destroy it and it never comes back. I'm not so naive anymore. It's kind of sad, really, but whatever, it's better than getting hurt again. I'm so sick of being treated like garbage.
I think I'm a good person. I care so much about everyone, and I love helping people if they'll listen to what I have to say. I'll lend people a hand or money or a hug if they want or need it, and I love making people smile. I'm respectful, trustworthy, loyal, dependable, and all that good stuff. Unfortunately, though, this means I tend to get walked all over and taken forgranted. I'd love for someone to show me otherwise.
I have high standards when it comes to men. I have been been with some real JERKS and I cannot stress enough how SICK OF IT I am. Don't play any stupid mind games with me. Be straight forward. Do not lie to me unless you want me to tear you a second asshole. Once you lose my trust, it will be gone FOREVER. Be loyal. Be honest. Be courteous. Treat me with respect and like a lady, but don't be afraid to wrestle with me! :D Do fun things with me. Care about me. Don't promise me things you can't keep. Don't be with me unless you can see a future with me. I am not a toy. Don't look at/talk about other women. If you want to be with me, you want to be with ME. NOBODY ELSE. I don't care about money or materialistic things; I am a lover of simplicity. Be happy to be with me. Don't be lazy and boring. Communicate with me. Do not, for the love of god, do things behind my back. Tell me things. Be proud to be with me. Let me be your friend, too. Be yourself. Be sweet. Don't pressure me into things I do not want to do. Just... be nice, and care about me. That's ALL I want. :)
I am a SWEETHEART. I am kind and extremely cuddly and smiley. I am happy a lot of the time. I love being with someone I care about. I can be not so nice sometimes, and I am pretty good at making people feel like shit. If you don't want to experience this, don't be an ass.
I don't mind being by myself. I like me. :)
It's pretty hard to make me mad/upset. If you make me cry, you're a fucking jerk and I hope you feel like shit.
I read way too much into everything. I try to analyze every single bloody thing that anyone says to me that is serious, and I tend to miss the main point of things. It's not good.
I. LOVE. CANDY!!! I think that if I ever get diabetes, I will fling myself off of a cliff. Haha just kidding, but seriously, no.
I've never drank coffee before, hahaha. My parents are huge addicts, and they are so miserable all the time, so I refuse to drink it.
I am pretty happy with everything/everyone in my life.
California is so beautiful. I was only there for three days in March, but I felt right there. I can totally see myself living there in the future.
I really, really despise the cold. Winter is god-awful. Way too cold. My nose always gets all pink and I look like Rudolf. It's so dumb.
I think that one of the nicest feelings in the world is when someone (ESPECIALLY someone you like) tells you how beautiful they think you are. It makes me feel so good about myself.
I am always smiling about something.
I am super good at keeping secrets. :)
I have this weird thing where I get really, really nervous eating in front of a guy that I like. I don't know why!! Even talking about food makes me really nervous. It's so weird. I think it's because I'm really picky and get nervous anyway, I dunno. So chances are, if I like you and you ask if I'm hungry, I'll say no even if I am starving, but I'll secretly have a Nutrigrain bar, or something, in my Zelda bag that I carry with me everywhere. :) Hahaha, so yeah, just FORCE ME TO EAT.
I am different than most girls. I like just sitting and talking and duking out with video games and surprise attacks. In a relationship, I make just as good of a friend than I do a girlfriend. However, while I do have confidence, having someone tell you how special you are to them NEVER gets old. It's always really, really heart warming. :)
I have A LOT of energy. I am hardly ever tired. This is good. ;D
I get really, really excited about things.
I can get creeped out really, really easily. And you'll know when I'm creeped out, too.
I love talking. I'm not sure if it's because I'm a Gemini (they are supposed to be veeery talkative!!), but I think it's awesome having deep conversations with people. I'm pretty quiet when people first meet me, unless I'm surrounded by people I feel comfortable with. However, if I feel comfortable around you, it's super easy for me to be myself. :D
I really appreciate honesty. Even if the truth hurts, it's always better than being lied to.
And now, again, I can't think of anything more to write, so I am off to go on a walk (I LOVE GOING FOR WALKS!!). Later! :D