Hmph..
At least he made up his mind, right? Less shit for him to deal with that way.
I'm not happy with it - fuck no. You think something like this'd make me happy? But I guess..I'm less pissed off than I thought I'd be. Jin really seems to like this guy, so I can't get all mad. I told Jin I wanted him to be happy, and I do. I just kinda wish it was with me.
There's a big part of me that says it'd probably be a helluva lot easier on them both if I left. I don't really wanna leave just because of this, 'cause I do like it here. But if me bein here is just gonna cause problems...well, there's always that option.
I'm not being defeatist, I'm just looking at reality with the goggles off.
I'm not happy with it - fuck no. You think something like this'd make me happy? But I guess..I'm less pissed off than I thought I'd be. Jin really seems to like this guy, so I can't get all mad. I told Jin I wanted him to be happy, and I do. I just kinda wish it was with me.
There's a big part of me that says it'd probably be a helluva lot easier on them both if I left. I don't really wanna leave just because of this, 'cause I do like it here. But if me bein here is just gonna cause problems...well, there's always that option.
I'm not being defeatist, I'm just looking at reality with the goggles off.