Sterling came back into town on the 3rd and left today. I got him a ticket back to Idaho. Nobody else is going to help him and I need to be a good person. Somebody needs to show him compassion ( Read more... )

I just downloaded Max Richter's Songs from Before for the ultimate Autumn listening. And Thee Silver Mountain Reveries! Oh man, awesomeness!

I walk around with my fists clenched always, always on guard. Always trying to get into fights because that's how I've lived my life this past year. Come at me, I'm ready... but am I really? Sometimes, I walk around so angrily... hoping, hoping somebody would just come out at me ( Read more... )

I'm just trying to decide where I want to live next and when. It seems that to an extent, my plans of NY in January have been a bit foiled... because I'm incompetent and have a tendency to drive people that I care about away. After, Sterling... I came to realize that I had always and still have feelings for the ex right before him. You know, the ( Read more... )

Everybody fends for themselves ( Read more... )

Feelings, purpose, hate, love the subjectivity of art. It's all just so useless in the end, isn't it? What if everybody who commited suicide was right? What if our whole purpose of existence was to realize the irrelevance of it all? So you come to this realization... and you kill yourself because nothing in the end really matters. God is at the ( Read more... )

This reminds me of when I was in my youth and living int Sacramento.

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How do you like my creepy glasses?


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that as we get older, we become hotter and cooler and our standards go way up? Although, I have noticed that some people have said 'fuck' to standards altogether ( Read more... )

Sterling and I are going tonight at the Slowdown... come for good times. It's going to be awesome. I haven't seen Yeasayer yet, but I did manage to see Man Man with Alex in Los Angeles last year ( Read more... )