Well I think it has been awhile sice I wrote in here. Ok maybe not awhile but a day or so. So life is so, so. It is going ok. It could go better. Way to many confusing things going on in my life right now. But oh well time will tell. So homecoming is this weekend and I am so excited. It is going to be a ton of fun. Me and Ashley have planned and re ( Read more... )

So it has been a few days since I wrote. Or typed whatever you call it. I am having a good day. I mean we did very well at our band competition today. Only if you call it a band competion. The sweepstakes trophy isn't even that big. But oh well we are only going to get better. After we got back me and riley, alex, paul, miles, clint, michael, matt ( Read more... )

So, it's been a couple of days since I have wrote. I don't know why. I have a lot to say. I guess I just don't know how to say them. I am so confused right now and I don't know what to do. I am really torn between a couple of things and some people know what I am talking about. I am really confuse about some things but no one really cares. Any who ( Read more... )

Sometimes things just happen and you don't really know that it is happening but it is. I mean you know it is going on but it is to good to be true. I just hope the thing that is to good to be true is true and not fake. Yeah I just had to put that. Band pratice was good tonight. Way to many run throughs. I mean I am seriously run like a mile a night ( Read more... )

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Well this weekend went really fast. But I had a great weekend. One I got to hang out with my church friends that I don't get to see and we snuck out and stayed up tell 5. Yes I got 3 hours of sleep on friday night. Oh yeah, our football team sucks. WE lost by 40 I mean give me a break. Then Saturday Josh and Katie came over and bugged me. J/K. We ( Read more... )

Oh, Oh, I have more people that added themselves to my friends list and I feel so happy. (: Yeah so this live journal thing is one big band thing. We can't do anything ny ourselves we always have to do it together. If one peson has a live journal then we all have to have one. Since everyone has a car why don't I have one. So today was good. I had 3 ( Read more... )

So I am not suppose to write such depressing entrys. No problem with that one. I am pretty happy today. For one the school week is almost over and I am happy to have a week off of band and not getting home late or early whatever you want to call it. And two Alex and me are getting along. We had fun tonight. First he picked me up and then we went to ( Read more... )

Gosh, high school is so gay, and all i want it to do is be over. Nothing is going the way I thought it would go for my senior year. I expected to have fun but it just is'nt that cool. Nothing seems to be going right and like I have said in the past journal entrys is that I don't do anything right. And I try really hard to not mess up and to fis ( Read more... )

Life is gay and I dont know why I put up with it. Well I have managed to have a great blow to my ego tonight and I feel like crap. Yeah so I screw up a lot and well I guess that makes me a psycho. I can't do anything right and well Alex you obviousley don't know anything about me and you never gave yourself a chance to get to know me. You come to ( Read more... )