Comments | kiddokight: Annika's Pregnant.... Again

kiddokight

Annika's Pregnant.... Again

Nov 13, 2004 09:48

Yup. For the past few months I've had these dreams. And I'm pregnant in the dreams. And for some reason, it never makes sense to have an abortion. The idea occurs to me, and in my dream (same as when I'm awake) I always think that abortion is the woman's choice. But this was by far the weirdest of my "I'm pregnant" dreams. And I can never remeber ( Read more... )

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fiddlewizard November 13 2004, 23:12:21 UTC

whoah, are you ok? do you have any idea why you fainted? cuz that's pretty scary. And it does sound like you had a concussion, if you were knocked out and were seeing stars. I hope you feel better.

You should see the movie I <3 Huckabees -- i think you would like it.

kiddokight November 14 2004, 16:22:31 UTC

I'm ok now. It was kinda scary when it happend. But then I thought about it for a second and was laughing hysterically. Fainting runs in the family. Thats my only explanation. It wasnt cuz I'd just exercised. It wasnt cuz I hadnt eaten. I dont know. But I'm good now. I'll look into seeing that movie! Thanks

mad_james_bonny November 14 2004, 04:08:14 UTC

i second the advice. i <3 i <3 huchabees as well. its not as life changing as garden state, but it still rocks.

maybe your the mother of the return of jesus. mary was 14 when she had jesus. and the holy spirit came to her in a dream i think. not up on my bible at the moment. and thats why you cant abort. and god thinks, or knows, that you will be a good mother, and teach the new jesus all he needs know, and wont give a fuck if hes christian or bhudist or hindi, as long as hes good. and because hes jesus, he has to be good, according to the christian thing. yeah. if that makes sence.

kiddokight November 14 2004, 16:26:09 UTC

Jameson- I love you, but that advice made no sense. I mean, of all people why would a hypothetical god that I dont believe in choose me a occasionally violent, self centered athiest who thinks a christian god would go to hell if god and heaven really exhisted, why would he choose me? I'd fuck that kid up badly. NO, I think I'd be a great mom. I could even be a good mom at this point in my life (I just dont want to) But as much as I love your theory, it really cant work. Plus, biologically at this moment, it would be VERY impossible for me to be pregnant. But thanks for the brilliant logic!

Hmm, maybe I should see I <3 Huckabee's.

mad_james_bonny November 14 2004, 17:05:03 UTC

biologically, no. thats why its called the immaculate conception.

kiddokight November 14 2004, 21:21:27 UTC

Yeah, but my point is somewhere else, and I'll stop trying to prove it, because I see what your saying, but for my instance, I'm right. And lets just agree at the common ground that I'm not pregnant.

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kiddokight November 14 2004, 21:15:43 UTC

Or I could get pregnant, because I want to get pregnant, and have a baby, and breast feed and blah blah blah.

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kiddokight November 14 2004, 22:30:36 UTC

I must inform you that there was no implication whats so ever that you wouldnt be involved in that. I have many many friends who one of the women got pregnant via sperm bank, or generous donation by a friend. I've just known since I was very little that I want to have a child of my own, and breastfeed. Its always seemed to be the most incredible bond possible between two human beeings, and I'd love to be on the mother side of that. If I could have a relationship with someone that is equal to the relationship I have with my mother, that would be more wonderful than imaginable. Its such a differnt type of love. Its unconditional, and biological. Its beautiful. Really sorry that you were hurt by that comment, it wasnt meant the way you apparently took it. I love you.

scorpio883z November 16 2004, 03:19:12 UTC

hon..maybe the dream doesn't actually MEAN you're pregnant & you want a baby..maybe it's more related like: BF drama, sex, HW, Parents, School, overextention..etc. MAYBE it is an actual baby, but maybe not.
but i feel you. babys are cute! :) (their also a pain in the ass, keep in mind)

kiddokight November 16 2004, 15:43:20 UTC

No, I'm positive it has nothing at ALL to do with me being pregnant. Its all about life being full, and me being busy, but yet really enjoying it. And that for the most part I'm happy, but going through a lot of changes. I talked to my witch friend. She's awesome, and insightful. Thanks