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[kidofthefence]

I just feel the need to write.
I had a pretty good time tonight.... I went to a show in town. my friend amand invited me to go with her and ryan is still gone.... so I went. I was also curious to scope this local scene.  It wasn't bad..just a metal scene... not really my thing I guess. I think it was the fact that I was out with my friend enjoying

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[hallowterror]

That's great you got out and went to a show...nothing wrong with the metal! But like you said, talent is good in any form. So true.

I've found that absence doesn't make the heart grow fonder, it drives you nuts and kills your heart. But maybe that's just me and my psychotic attitude.

I don't think I could go 2 weeks not seeing Ben. I'd probably puke everyday. You're stronger than I am there.

Sometimes I guess it's just hard to keep in mind that it's me he's coming home to, and It's me he tells he loves, and it's me that he's with.

I hear ya there....god...I'm so terrible on the jealousy. I just have no self esteem and learning that it hurts the other party too...sucks. It's not just one person that is effected by the jealousy, heh.

<3

[kidofthefence]

ha... the driving you nuts and killing your heart....yeah!...but the feeling that i'm gonna have when i see him step off that plane is going to be so incredible.......... the fondness has grown..

you're special

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[hallowterror]

Hahaha it's true though...least in my opinion.

I can only imagine how you'll feel seeing him again; it should be greatness!

I'm special alright...in the handicap way haha! :D

[geekafreak]

i miss you tons!!!!!

[lindseydyan118]

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