baby turn around and let me see that sexy body go bump bump bump.

Adam- did you cheat on me with Matt? lol-j/k :)

I GOT A HAMSTER!!!! Adam-you missed it.I took it to church. Well, I'm not going to call it Anthrz like Jon Jon wants me too. But I'm not sure what I'm going to call it yet. Any ideas?!

I want someone that doesn't change his mind or opinion about things for me. If they believe something they should stick to it, and not change it in fear that I won't like them anymore. Of course I want what I can't have, but in a way I also want what I can't control. I want someone who can make decisions, some who is kind of controlling. Not ( Read more... )

Well, now I know for sure that my "columbian lover" doesn't like me. We talked about it and it's all good. I wish that I wouldv'e known sooner so I wouldn't have waited on him. But now I don't have to question it at work anymore when we flirt. He told me he met a new girl recently and it's cool. I figured it would end before it got started anyways ( Read more... )

Life throws you curves-everyone knows this, but how you deal with these are what really counts. You can take the easy way out-but what will you learn from it? Life is complicated-DUH! Anyways, I've decided to try my damndest not to get involved emotionally with a guy for awhile. It just doesn't seem to be worth it. I end up screwing it up, or the ( Read more... )

Your friends with someone. You start to like them. You want to tell them, but you don't want it to get weird. They always flirt back, but your not sure if they feel the same. Do you tell them and take the chance that it might get weird? Do you wait it out and see if they tell you they like you? But what if while your waiting on what you think could ( Read more... )

So...now my "Columbian Lover" is dating someone, the new guy at work doesn't seem interested. I'm once again just the friend, my life story it seems. But at least I'm something right? I could go back to an ex...but why make myself unhappy. I don't need someone to go out with. It would just be fun to have, I guess a summer fling. OH well. Summer isn ( Read more... )

Red truck
Stick shift
going fast
hot, muscular driver
rush of energy
windows down
Yeah, it turned me on.
*Lauren-can ya' guess who I'm talkin' about?

It seems like everytime I write something about it a little while later it's not true anymore. Maybe I just speak too soon. His good moments don't over ride the bad ones. I don't remember the last good moment. It'll be over soon. Very soon. Oh well.:)It's a good decision to end it.