I HATE FOUCKING EXAMS. DAMN THEM ALL ( Read more... )

i havent updated in years it feels! ive just been busy, lazy, exhausted, etc to update. besides the fact that nothing fun has happened. lol. last weekend kat came in and we went bowling with everyone. that was fun! although i didnt bowl, it was still schweet. and johnie let me bowl some for him but i unfortunately suck. he does too so it was okay. ( Read more... )

im very content right now. its quite wonderful actually. im not worried about anything right now, not mad about anything, not sad about anything, not hating anyone. what a marvelous feeling. im being a rebel and getting online past 10. oh shit im a badass ( Read more... )

dec 31, 2003 - my one and only goal - get over him get over him get over him. brandons house, seeing him pissed the fuck out of me and ruined the rest of my night except for my super special (haha) midnight kiss. oh god. anyway. its only the second day of 2004 and already this year sucks. last night was horrible. the most horrible ever. well ( Read more... )

wasssup. hope everyone had a lovely holiday we all know i did! last night i went to daras house for hanukah dinner with liana and liz and it was amazing. lol it was strange at first bc it was like hmmm were eating jewish dinner - but it was marvelous and the food was yumm. so we went to jays last night which, to say the least, was um fun. yea. me ( Read more... )

ive been so happy lately its wonderful! with my sis home, winter break, nothing to do but sit on my ass, sleep, eat - its great!! i really want to go out tonight but obviously since its CHRISTMAS!!!, it doesnt look hopeful. but i do hope that everyone has/had/is having a marvelous christmas and they get everything they want! love to all and im out

whos happy? i am! this is the first time in so long that i have been truly happy! not caring about him and his f*ed up ways, going out, being with my girlies not giving a f* about the boyies. haha tonight was amazing to me just because! tomorrows going to be amazing and even if it does suck, damn it im makin it fun.

IM FREE!!!!!!!

what am i to do with myself?...........

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if only you were here with me now,
you and only you could make me smile
cuddle up under a blanket
just being with you, feel you next to me
in your arms is where i want to be.
god only knows how much you mean to me
in this shithole world
its only you that could make my life
why cant i just stay with you forever