Fandom matters
Minna!! Domo~ hisashiburi!!! (^^)/ soooo~
seems der was i guess a missunderstanding
today so i want to make a few things clear with u guys
so dat dis wont happen again bc well...i dnt want it to
happen again!!
its sad really
anyways~
with this post i hope to make things clear about
MY fandom and MY opinion
so lets make this plain and simple xD
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Most of u guys know well i hope u guys know and if u dnt
den u will have learned sum new about me today and
u will be able to decide if u still want to be friends or not
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Ok!! my fandom revolves around SIX guys...mainly!!! lol
not including ARASHI in this post bc dey are a diff story xD and
dey are not why i'm doing this
Six guys so simple right everyone should know who...
Kamenashi Kazuya
Taguchi Junnosuke
Tanaka Koki
Ueda Tatsuya
Nakamaru Yuichi
AND
Akanishi Jin
These six guys are the reason why i am a fangirl now
so even though dey arent in the same group as much as it hurts
bc yes no matter how much time passes part of me will NEVER accept
the fact dat KT will never be six again...but i have learned to deal with it!!
I am ok with it now...if KT can continue moving forward den we can also no??
ok den dat being said~ i want to emphesize one thing
I AM A JIN FAN!! o(>_<)o
BUT!!!
I AM NOT JIN BIAS!!
I cannot express my self enough when i say this..
This brings us to the point of this post
Jin
ok i said it i am his fans but i'm not completely Jin bias
like many fans out there...many fans say i love Jin and KT
i support both!! but...in reality dey support Jin more den dey
do KT ok!! dats not everyone~ and i know dat but dats not the point
ok so many of you or some of u may have heard me say this
"I have LOVE/HATE feelings towards Jin"
When i say this i MEAN IT I LOVE & HATE Jin now many
will say well how can u hate him and love him at the same time??
well its plain and simple
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1. I dnt agree with everything he does (like most of his fans) i dnt think
he is just being "himself" when he acts...
2. I dnt like the way he eft KT how he just threw them away
the first chance he got...
3. I dnt like how he now has it easy how and many will argue with
this but member this is MY opinion yes many will say no he doesnt
but come on..compare his success with how KT has been since he left
and tell me dat KT isnt the one being hit the worst bc of HIS decision
ok anyways!!
4. I will forever have a grudge against him plain and simple i will
never understand how he could throw away 10yrs like it was nothing
ok so dats i think for the reasons why i guess i "hate" him and i mean
hate in a light way not a heavy I HATE HIM SO MUCH BLAH BLAH BLAH
So LOVE he...is one of the reasons why i'm a fangirl now
i fell for 6 boys 2yrs ago...not 1 not 2 or 3 but
6
Jin...even though he can be a jerk...i still love him he may act like
a jackass or whatever but he is still AKANISHI JIN
I like his music, and even though ppl say he doesnt know
how to act i love watching his dramas...or his movies etc
to me he is fun to watch he is great to listen too his
music may be not everyones taste but i like it!!
Christmas Morning...Tipsy Love...Oowah...Paparats
etc i like those songs i like his Japanese songs even more
specially Murasaki!! ♥ Eternal is gorgeous Care just
gets to me...in the end i WILL support him!!
Now if i have to chose between supporting Jin or supporting
KT..den yes i WILL go with supporting KT bc i know in my heart
dey will never let me dwn i know in my heart dey work soooo hard for
us dey care so much about what WE the fans us HYPHENS
think and dey need my support more den Jin...but for now
this time RIGHT NOW i dnt have to chose!! i can support both
of them!! so i will!!
Now...the real reason why i did this post is bc today on Twitter
i was unfollowed by one person bc of my comments towards Jin
now my friends have told me "move on" "it doesnt matter" and honestly
it doesnt bother me!! demo...i do want to make this clear to those
following me on twitter or for those dat are my friends here on LJ
i've said it before and u will here me say it a million times
"I LOVE & HATE Jin"
so I am ok with ppl bashing him i dnt take it as seriously
as other ppl do!! specially if its on an
ARAMA POST!!!!!
Ppl take those post to seriously!!!!! i am sorry but unlike
many I as an ME I find those post lame and just supid!!! Now
many ppl complain and say
"how can ppl be such haters towards Jin"
ppl u have to understand its A FREAKIN RUMMOR!!!
Ders NO need to go all serious about it!! when ders a post
on ARAMA its is a troll fest!! we all know dat no??
anyways so as i was reading those comments i tweeted
some of those and added a comment my self and apperantly
this let my "friend" to think i was a Jin hater!!
ok...ummm ok...she den said
"said ur his fan? then PROVE it! B*tch"
now i know she said it to me bc she den unfollowed me and
we were the only ones talking with each other since i saw her twitter
i may be wrong and if i am i'm sorry but when ppl say dat it make me mad
bc dey dnt pay attention to what i have been saying!! dey say sumthing
like this without knowing the person!!
she questioned me being his fan well den i will say dis
if i WANST his fan would i
1. Have ALL his copies of Eternal??
2. Would i have bought 2 ed of his dvd's??
3. Would i have gone to his US tour stand front row
bought his concert goods and den spend all night
following him with my friends to the point to where
we found his HOTEL ROOM??
Yeah i am soooo not his fan!!
Lastly i want my twitter friends to know this
1. I am NOT a JinCrew fan i do not support it I
do NOT push it like how most of every "fan" does
2. I do NOT spam his timeline with RT's or just tweets
saying how much i love him support him
3. I do NOT spam his friends just bc Jin calls dem
his "crew"
4. I am JIN's FAN NOT HIS so call crew!! I am sorry if
u support dem but i DON'T...ppl are taking this crew thing
way to seriously and are acting as if this "JinCrew" are now
his new group...ppl gotta realize they are his bkground dancers!!
and his friends NOT his NEW GROUP JIN IS A S.O.L.O ARTIST!!!!
Ok with dat said i will end it with this
the way i see it and u can tell me
if i'm wrong ^^
Am i NOT his fan??
Yes I AM ABLE I AM OK WITH TALKING
NEGATIVE ABOUT HIM BC I AM NOT BIAS!!
but most of the time i dnt say anything but positive things
i love Jin and KT its just dat like i said
I love & hate Jin
So if bc of this i lose followers or friends here den i'm
ok i just want u guys to understand dat i am his fan
i am capable of flailing about him but i am also
able to be harsh bc as a TRUE fan i should be able
to see both the NEGATIVE and POSITVE things
my idol has.
Thanks for reading this i truly hope u guys
can understand me if u cant den i'm sorry
but if can and still want to be friends
den thank u *hugs* may we flail in peace ♥
and for reading this long post i give u cookies!! :D