What a weird funk I had last night...For some reason that I couldn't actually place, taking an anti-depressant actually saddened me and I felt like I had nothing to hold onto. I actually cried while typing until I got into bed. Last time I felt like that, I was so panicked that I broke down and called my mother, asking to move to Texas ( Read more... )

So...is it a bad thing when you've decided to go back onto anti-depressants and you don't know when they kick in because you've never had anti-depressants kick in for the full two years you've taken them? That you're so fucking dead inside that you don't know if you're happy or sad at any particular moment that when people ask how you're doing, you ( Read more... )

I'm stoked for this term to be over so that I can work extra hard during the summer semester. I'll do my best to be super suave to the teachers, and romance them into teaching me very well. Then I'll take this implement and manipulate it. It's a cunning plan that will work without a hitch!

Now, for the reason of the post. I got a new Icon! It's

I tried to post this once, and it didn't show up on my friends page. Maybe it showed up on yours, but you didn't reply, so I'm trying again ( Read more... )

Just wanted to post to make sure that you guys knew that I wasn't dead. And for that, here's a ( LiveJournal CUT )

All right....Bethany showed me that I should do this through her live-journal, so I figure I should do the same. Anyone who wants can join in, or pass it on ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'26.7%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself 65.1%Shamelessness71.4%
It takes a couple of drinks 79.4% Sex Drive 76.3%
The Pope is envious77.8%Straightness37.5%
Done the nasty, but not creatively 45% Gayness 82.1%
Repressed, are we? 83.6%
Fucking Sick97.3%
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So...I know that none of you really care, but today, I told a friend how I felt about her. It wasn't said in a way that demanded response, and any other person probably wouldn't have batted an eye, but she saw to the heart of it. So, I told her the full and absolute truth. Awesome. It's just a minor instance that lets her know what I've thought of ( Read more... )

( Now I'm a cool HTML kid too! )

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write it down ( Read more... )