Life goals:

* get out of this town
* go to a good school
* get good grades
* become a vet
* not end up in overwhelming debt
* be happy
* don't screw anything up
* have no regrets
* make lots of money
* do what's right for me
* don't feel sick all the time
* make my parents proud
* make myself proud
* stop worrying about everything
* break out of my shell
* get ( Read more... )

I ran over a squirrel earlier... : (

I start babysitting in the morning, which is good because I'm super poor.  I'm really quite awake at the moment though which is kind of a problem because I have to get up by 7.  Well...that's my life...

I was really upset last night and then I watched a couple episodes of friends.  I legitimately felt better...not perfect but better.  Is that a reflexion on the stability of my mental health?

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The other day Jake came home from the tennis banquet and he had his JV numbers.  I looked at them and I was so confused.

Me: "Jake, why do ( Read more... )

I'm sad right now for no reason in particular. It must be because I'm a failure. Sigh. I suck at life.

I've finally completed my friends collection. I got a new cell phone today. There's an ant on my foot. My life is so exciting...what can I say?

You know what I hate? My teeth and my hair. I can't do much about my teeth so I figure I'll try to tame the beast that I unfortunately call my hair. I've been buying hair products left and right trying to calm the frizzy, curliness but nothing works...NOTHING...yet I still keep buying hair products hoping to find a miracle. Well...maybe I'll just ( Read more... )

Is it sad that this makes me happy?

http://movies.yahoo.com/mv/news/ap/20060602/114927846000.html

I'll make time for you, baby...

lol : )

I really know I've got to stop dwelling on this but I'm still very disappointed w/ college in general. It's such a big let down. I looked forward to it for so long and now everything is different than I wanted it to be. Sigh. You know how you look forward to going out to dinner and then you order something that's horrible and so you are ( Read more... )

I was sitting on the floor earlier in my room and all of a sudden I saw an ant...then three...then I start looking closer and they were all over. I vacuumed but then they came back. Stupid ants ( Read more... )