Comments | kill_downs_kids: I want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live.

kill_downs_kids

I want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live.

Jan 24, 2007 20:54

I really hate when I drink alone.

My mind starts to wander.
I become to hard on myself.

Sometimes...ALL THE TIME, I wish I was doing something with my life.
Something IMPORTANT.
Going to school would satisfy that for me, even.

Sometimes, I get that sinking feeling in my gut that I'm going to do nothing with my life.
It's really scary.

I'm 19 years old, I ( Read more... )

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kill_downs_kids January 25 2007, 07:56:33 UTC

I agree.
I should be starting in the fall, hopefully. =]

gaaaaaah January 25 2007, 05:11:44 UTC

Yes yes. A good 30 seconds not wasted. And I concur. Put the feelings into something positive, even if its nothing technically productive and only some self fulfilling art. Even if it's shitty, pointless, art. Leave it somewhere or glue it to the wall in some public place. Operation Mindfuck. Turn some heads. As far as school goes, hell if you even get your GED you can get into college, sometimes you don't even need that ( ... )

kill_downs_kids January 25 2007, 07:57:30 UTC

You are too amazing. =]

fromherbasement January 25 2007, 07:26:24 UTC

I've been in that spot before.

Don't beat your self up over it. Things will fall into place as soon as you are ready for them to fall into place.

Some people just need more time than others to get their shit together, and there is not one damn thing wrong with that, as long as you can catch up.

I took care of my shit and I must say, I still drink every night, there is nothing wrong with it in my opinion. CHEERS FOR BEERS

kill_downs_kids January 25 2007, 07:58:06 UTC

I know, I suppose it was just me thinking too much and being whiney. heh

I'm rarely like this.
I'll be over it.

It's just that sometimes everything becomes too overwhelming, you know?

Thanks love.
<3

neque January 25 2007, 10:41:58 UTC

first off,
queens of the stone are is a damn good band!!!

secondly,
i think everyone is in the same predicament u are. i know i am. im 22 and still a freshmen at del mar, im not doing shit musically which is what i aim to do one day, wether it be as a musician or recording or being a fuckin roadie, whatever.

life sucks.

just know ur not the only one.

its gotta get better than this!!!

and whats wrong with drinkin everynight???

nothing!!!!

_____fate January 25 2007, 15:41:09 UTC

Love you, fucker.
Don't be sad.

♥

kill_downs_kids January 25 2007, 19:20:10 UTC

I'm gonna butta your bread, baby.