i finally talked to jen and she how kewl about it...im such a douche about things sometimes and i forget what im missing...then when i realize it im totally down and sad

im happy :D

but im scared....ashlee isnt home yet...i havent talked to her ina while...i really hope shes ok...i love you ashlee

im happy...im scared...im hared...im scappy

fuckin comp fucked up my emo song...now i went from emo to pissed...maybe i should write a bro song?

my dad said that i sucked and that i would become a failure if i keep goin how i am...id rather fail

kami talked to me kinda...i felt special for the few paragraphs she sent me, i hope we talk again

i have swamp ass but its cold...whatever

ya so as of late i feel like im losing my friends...i swear i was happy and it seems like i just have to be emo...maybe its fate, maybe its bcause i think god is a fag and he really does exist and is punishing me...maybe karma? who knows...i dont

the whole HTT saving april group i feel i dont fit in to very well, i dunno y, i just feel left out? i ( Read more... )

hi
i dont update much but im seriously goin to TRY to now...:D

our CD is done and as $3...go to www.forthedead.tk and there is a link to our music (im probably goin to be a walkin billboard for a while)

mmmmm i love...LOVE my girlfriend....my life...mmm Ashlee Marie is my sweetie and shes mine...hehe that makes me smile inside and feel fuzzy... ( Read more... )

i havent been to school for a while because my doctor thinks i have the stomach flu....from all the nausea/diarrhea (How do you spell it!!?!?) i think hes right ( Read more... )

online blows...

"In the event that something goes terribly wrong"...i leave everyone with this...

I love ashleE!!!!!!
without a doubt the greatest thing that has ever happened to me...i know shes tryin but i mean i duno, its up to her, i love her sooooo much i dont want to lose her over little "bumps" so i just try to tell her ( Read more... )

just bored as hell ( Read more... )

ASS

CLICK HERE TO SEE HOW I WAS AN ASS

MY JOURNAL IS MESSED ALL BECAUSE I WANTED SEXXXY ADAM TO BE MY BACKGROUND....HELP ME!!!!!!!!!

.~!someone tell me how to make this my background!~.

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