Why am I so afraid of being alone?

I hate these feelings.

how can i be happy

"pretend that your heart doesn't skip beats at the very thought of him.
pretend that you'll be fine when he leaves.
don't cry around him.
try not to show him that you hold your breath when he's around.
try not to show him that you hang on his every word.
smile when you feel like dying inside.

be strong.

and whatever you do... don't kiss him."

Tell me what can you want now you've got it all ( Read more... )

MICHALE GRAVES CALLED ME ON THE PHONE AND WE TALKED FOR 5 MINUTES.

HES THE SWEETEST MAN IN THE WORLD AND HAS THE SWEETEST VOICE EVER I WANT TO MARRY HIM.

I REPEAT,


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I miss home. I love boston. My place is nice. School starts on Wednesday and i'm pretty scared/excited. Theres like a million stupid welcome week meetings and things i have to go to, but i don't know where or what they are. BUAHA ( Read more... )

I leave to Boston tomorrow...

i don't know how i feel about that

I'm gonna miss home, God please don't let p diddy be here when i get back.

whatever, heres the best rhyme ever for you:
"You shouldn't be so damn material, and try to milk ice cube like cereal"

i'm listening to john frusciante do a cover of modern love by david bowie and i got goosebumps. <3

prom was saturday. woke up sunday thinking i can't believe its over. that shit is bananas, it went by so fast. weird feeling.

my birthday is on thursday. that's weird too.

Chatbsb (10:03:41 PM): chiri 13, cold like ice cream, i'll stuck you in the face, take you to that pain place hahaha ( Read more... )