water patrol.

[killakiaunaaa]

okay so today has definitely gotten better. chris came home for his lunch &we just talked about everything. it made me feel soo much better &now everything is all good. the kids have finally gone home but i feel bad for them because my aunt doesn't even know how to take care of them cuz she's a drunk &like, they hate it. they never want to go home

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[champagnescene]

So I figured I'd check out the journal of the people who read my stuff and your stuff just kind of caught me. I have a sister who sounds a lot like your mother and I my grandmother basically raised me so I can relate on that part (though, your situation seems a lot worse than mine).

"I never though about killing myself; it just became a condition. Kind of like catching a cold; one minute you're fine, and the next minute you're sick."

I thought that line was very true, I think you captured that whole thought process brillantly.

I'm glad things are better (though, I browsed through your other posts). =)

-C.S. ((Kaya))

[killakiaunaaa]

wow, thank you so much. when i read that i like, started crying. lol.
no one has like ever said anything like that to me. by writing that
story i figured it could help people &it is always nice to get
really good feedback. you're awesome. lol.

btw; i love reading your entries because they remind me of me.
my grandmother raised me too because my mom never really grew
up. it sucks cuz i wish i had my mom. the only time she ever
calls is when she needs money. i hate it because i remember
when she was sober and was my MOM, now she is like, a pile
of nothing from all of the drugs she does. i never wanna be
like her. the only drug i do is smoke weed, and i don't really
consider that a drug. it doesn't really harm me. it calms me
down a lot.

buuut, thank you for the feedback. it was really nice to read. [:

[loovebomb]

aww! kiauna! i miss and love you so much.

[killakiaunaaa]

i know! i miss &love you too!
i want to come see you. my car
is a piece of shit, sooo, i
doubt it would make it to maine.
haha. awwww, grrl, i'm soo happy
we got in touch again. <3