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[killboredom]

Sometimes I just really want to delete my lj account along with everything I've written here. I know I don't really have people I talk to but when I do get a chance to talk to some I know I'll somehow miss those small interactions, and that's what's keeping me from deleting everything. I get so conflicted about it. 

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[ztarplay]

I would be very sad if you were to disappear. We haven't had many interactions but the few we've had, I have enjoyed greatly.

May I ask, why is it so conflicting? I mean, why is the urge to just delete everything so great? I'm not trying to talk you into staying if you really don't wish to or whatever. I'm just genuinely curious.

[killboredom]

My mental state tends to be like that. I get strong urges to disappear. I did that with my tumblr a while back and I have little record of my poetry and stuff. I'm just imbalanced that way.

[ztarplay]

Mhm. Well, I see can see that appeal. You start anew in some odd way when you get the chance to disappear.

[killboredom]

Yeah something like that. There are like a few fics of mine though that I'm quite attached to

[zoeybunnygals]

I for one would be depress if you left LJ.....

T_T

[killboredom]

Hi bb! Ohmygosh I miss you! You don't even update your instagram anymore! (I'm no stalker, I promise :P)

[zoeybunnygals]

LOL......

I miss you too....My instagram??!!! HMMMMMM!!!!!! Since you request.....keep a look out for it....
Beside I don't mind stalker like you kkkk

huggles

[killboredom]

Stalkity Stalk Stalk!

[ain0903]

DONTT!!! :'((((((

dont dont donttt :'(

i have that feelings too sometimes but.. sobsss its too sad n no dont delete ur posts sobsssss

its sad seeing more n more writers deleting their lj (and the posts.. fanfics or not)

i dont come here that much often anymore but i dont think i'll delete it :'((( and me too, its not like i have so much friends here (some of them, like YOU, i can still talk by tweeting) but sobs the memories and everything... :'((

and i think the day i delete my lj acc is the day i officially leave fandom :'(((((

[killboredom]

It's hard to delete it too for reasons of the fantdom since I'm still not over the fandom in general. . . but I don't know about keeping it up. I might just have a long hiatus if ever.

[ain0903]

being on a hiatus is ok..
who knows if one day u will want to write again? :'))

who knows if oneday this fandom will become one again? :'))) (sobs eventho it sounds more like a fantasy but its ok to dream big right?) <33333

[killboredom]

Haha I think I'll still write but not fics.

That's the fandom dream. . .