i had to update again even if no one reads this thing anymore

[killdougshafty]

Ok my life has hit an all time low i feel as if i have nothing at all to lose.I lost my house my girl my best friend my money and to top it off i'm stuck in st pete and it's halloween.I don't know what the fuck i'm gonna do i'm streesing out i even started walking back to lakeland but gave up.Some thing has got to give pretty soon or i don't think

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[jesusfordinner]

sheesh! fucking buzzkil.

go steal a halloween costume and have fun tonight.

[joniloveschachy]

i read the whole thing.

how did you end up in St. Pete??

Ian has my cell phone, call it.
738 8769.

[ex_oh_darlin430]

Brooks you didnt loose me. You got rid of me... You have made me wait for you for 2 months and you hardly ever speak to me.
You were and still are too busy to even say hi or to stop partying to make sure our relationship and what was and is left of it remained intact.
I have told you over and over that I still love you and still wanted to be with you and you have done nothing to show me anything in return that you felt the same way. Actions speak louder than words. I told you that I didn't deserve to be treated the way you have for the past 2 months so thats why I just decided to not care. I still love you and still want to be with you but I'm not going to sit here throwing affections at you and getting nothing back in return and just waiting. It's bullshit. You know where I stand.

It was your call... you could still have me if you would only act if you still cared. Esp. after what I heard that you told Jen a year ago... I don't even know if I can trust you.

Please call me... I need to talk to you.

[xxblackchickxx]

im like late as fuck and i dont really know you but uh...feel better?
♥

[and_this_boy]

oh trust me, you dont want to know him.

[and_this_boy]

hey, brooks. check this shit out.