Comments | killed_the_soul: R.I.P. Matt

killed_the_soul

R.I.P. Matt

Jul 12, 2005 15:48

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If i died anonymous July 13 2005, 12:59:52 UTC

i no if you died ide be there. I would want to remember the times. Ide be upset but otherwise the feelings would be mixed. I remember hurt,i remember love but i dont remember being able to tell if the love was genuine. What am i soposed to do.....u never found me out, im still in the shadows of your memory. I somtimes wunder how often u think of me. I think of you as often as i can but its not always a pleasetnt experience. Somtimes i throw stuff. somtimes i shed a single tear. But most of the time i stare blankly at the sun. Ide be doing the same if u died. Staring blankly at the star i could never be with.

Re: If i died killed_the_soul July 22 2005, 17:45:54 UTC

i havtn forgotten about you. i thought about you the other day honestly. i dont know how id contact you or i would have by now... i didnt know if you still read this. i hate knowing that i hurt who ever this is. and the sad thing is. if you felt so strong about me when we were together then i prolly felt the same. which in that case depending who you are. i might still care for you. i know it wouldnt change how much i hurt you, i know that. but it sucks to know how much i hurt one person so much and either didnt know. or didnt realize. you should email me and we can contact throught there and it wount be in the open for everyone... but if not thats cool too... chikie22@hotmail.com

no anonymous July 23 2005, 13:33:02 UTC

no i just cant do that

Re: no killed_the_soul July 24 2005, 09:47:51 UTC

you can't do what?

kjbfkjsd anonymous July 23 2005, 17:11:06 UTC

u dont even no how much i want you naked.

ne thing anonymous July 24 2005, 13:02:47 UTC

i cant tell u anything

Re: ne thing killed_the_soul July 26 2005, 04:49:15 UTC

and why not?

because anonymous July 26 2005, 11:40:55 UTC

because i love you. And dont give me ne of that crap about "if you love me then you'll tell me". beCause im not telling u for just that reason. If you knew ne more then u do now then wheres the passion, wheres the excitment. Also, im scared to death of you now. Just recently your name came up in a conversation and just the name brought back everything you did 2 me. The hurt, the rejectment. You said some of the sweetest things in my ear that night. Then thes then 2 weeks later you dump me aside like a candy rapper thats lost its candy. And for what? FOR ANOTHER GUY WHO YOU DUMPED IN A SIMALAR TIMESPAN AND METHOD IN WITCH YOU DISPOSED OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK! you'll never change taressa. You had true deep everlasting love at your side so many times from alout of guys and you just shit on them without giving it even a second thought. I can name like 8 men that during there time with you would have no dought killed for you. Including me ( ... )

Re: because killed_the_soul July 26 2005, 21:36:31 UTC

well i wasnt going to say that at all... so you just like this little game where you fuck with me? thats cool to do. you know what. dont tell me who you are cuz right now to me your prolly still on my mind and i still think your an amazing person and if i knew who you were. after this id have NO respect for you. so please dont tell me.