BOY: I saw her today ( Read more... )

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well for the third and final time my great grandmother has passed away yesterday at 1:30 pm... no big way she went out but thats the news....

R.I.P. great grandma 6-3-05 1:30pm

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well there is a correction in the news abotu my great grandmother... they called us when they unpluged her and then... she came back a few mins latter... shes in a coma and all of her orgains are not working... basicly she is dead but her lungs and heart arent giving up... i dont know what to do... so shes back alive again... now we have to go ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Great Grandma... 11:05 pm, 5-29-05....

my first real death... *deep breath*

1. What color are your kitchen plates? white with pink and blue flowers alonbg the edge with lines ( Read more... )

well life still sucks ass.. nothing good still depressed... today i realized how much i missed haveing soemone to call when i got home from work just to talk to... some one to call and cry to... other then a friend... some one that is gunna be home someone you just call you know will be there and wants to hear you and holds you in there mind when ( Read more... )

still very very depressed. i just hate myself for many reasons and it sucks. i wish i was happy again

just so fucking depressed i just hate my self. fuck this. i hate everything. every feeling, every thought, every little fucking thing. i hate my self and everything i do or did. i hate how i talk i hate who i walk i hate how i act i hate how i look i hate how i dress i hate how i cry every fucking day i hate how i feel fuck i just hate it! god. ( Read more... )