im awake early. this day should be remembered.its not every day that i wake up early.unfortunately i gotta go to a lame birthday party for my cousin.its not that i dont like my cousin i just feel akward around my family. well anyways, im going to my dads house tonight also. so yeah i saw dennis yesterday and we hung out for a while. we just walked ( Read more... )

yeah im feeling much better today.besides the fact that i think ive got a cold. my nose is being all stupid and runny.and my throat feels yucky but oh well. ive got medicine.NASAL SPRAY YES. yeah last night i kindof fucked shit up..kindof.i dont know it was really just a question but yeah. i just asked dennis if he loved me as much as he did before ( Read more... )

i dont know... [unsure aim smiley] somethings bothering me.. and i cant figure out what.but it makes me sad.which is gay cus i dont like being sad.i feel confused almost.but i dont know what im confused about.ughhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate me. im so stupid sometimes.i feel like a dumb little girl.and thats all i fucking am a stupid little girl. ( Read more... )

today i woke up and got ready and i had to go get my shitty packet from school.then uhhh i went to ikea to look at shit for my room for when we re do it.its gonna be neato.yeah my mom took a long ass time shopping.i was like STOP SHOPPING LETS GO and she's just like *drool* shopping zombie.i hate that.even though ikea is like disneyland... yeahh ( Read more... )

arggg cant sleep.no ones online this is pissing me off.it isnt even that late.its like 2:34.I HATE EVERYONE.cunts.errrr im so bored.i wish dennis didnt go to sleep so early.but he has work tomorrow. err havent seen laurissa lately. ive been too lazy haha. i havent gone outside for a few days.i think dennis got me sick ahh.i wish i had the first ( Read more... )

gehhhhhhhhhhh. yeah.today was definately not a good day.its where im feeling all emotional for no reason.its gay.i hate being a girl.it sucks balls. i feel like talking to my friend adam right now but he's not online grrr. GAY. im just in a no beuno mood.i dont know whats wrong.i bet its pms.that fuckerrrr.OH imma watch degrassi yesssss.i ♥ tevo.

yeah.i hung out with dennis yesterday.that was cool i guess.he was acting weird,maybe its cus he's sick or osmething.but first i was waiting for the bus and that dumb bitch bus driver went right fucking past me.so then i had to wait another half fucking hour.which was extreamly gay.but atleast i had dennis to keep me company..on the phone.and yeah ( Read more... )

i didnt do anything today.i had to babysit my sister today.i was scared.that spotted hellspawn.my moms not even sure if its chicken pox anymore cus my sister doesnt itch them and they arent crusting over like their supposed to haha.their just going away.yeppp.. so i watched her for a while and watched family guy that my mom recorded.and uhhh.talked ( Read more... )

today was good. except my mom woke me up at fucking 12.thats so early for me haha.i was soo tired.she woke me up so we could try and get these shots for chicken pox.but that never happened today so we're doing it tomorrow.i also have to pick up my registration shit at school ahh.but yeahh my tummy started hurting so i layed down and stuff and i was ( Read more... )

finally.im back home.yess it feels so nice.yesterday my dad dropped me off.first we dropped my shizz off at my house.he had to jump the gate and open the garage haha.and i took the garage door opener from gregs car.oh shit i need to put that back tonight.and uhh yeah.he gave me pepper spray.i was like wtf dad? hahah.it was weird.yeah i got dropped ( Read more... )