i hate teenage girls more than just about anything. theyve all lied to me so much and not one of them can make up their god damn minds. i love how its so terrible to be in a relationship with me. like i dont need affection like the rest of the human race. well maybe i dont need affection, maybe i can be just fine with myself. all i know is im about ( Read more... )

so i am single once again... yep, im glad its over. no sense in beating a dead horse ( Read more... )

went to the riot last night and saw shadow the seagull, circle takes the square, and fear before the march of flames. needless to say, this show owned my face ( Read more... )

i am in the weirdest mood ever. i feel like all of my beliefs are pointless. like i should just have a cigarette or something. like everything i value is completely pointless. no one gives a shit about being straight edge anymore. no one cares that i choose not to eat meat. girls certainly dont find my qualities attractive. they always go for the ( Read more... )

that last entry is supposed to end with this:

UNTIL DEATH
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i have had nothing but bad experiences with them since the beginning of time. none of them can live with me so i cant live with them. i think the only sensible solution here is to turn gay. oh well. and i have found out that a certain ex of mine ,that i have been being rather nice to as of late, has been talking shit behind my back. i hope this ( Read more... )

i had to write a poem for english so i wrote about straight edge... here it goes ( Read more... )

tonight, the apocolypse will occur. tonight fire will rain from the skies. large cracks will open up in the pit and the numetal pushpit kids will fall into them and we can dance completely uninterrupted ( Read more... )

today has been rather shitty. nothing happened in particular that made it as such i just couldnt seem to get into a decent mood. i especially feel bad because i wanted holley to come over but she didnt feel good and i had to be selfish as always and make her feel bad for not wanting to come over. (im sorry baby, i know im an idiot). then this nick ( Read more... )

god dammit i miss holley!!! she is the world to me, and she is the coolest person ive ever talked to. i hope we get serious. boom. and fassw is next weekend!!!! im gonna fuck the spom up so hard. me and ma niggaz gon get crunk in dat biotch. dude, we went bowling today and this chick like two lanes over kept staring at me, it was weird, she was ( Read more... )