So... yeah, Deania went home today and I already fuckin miss her so much. On top of that my sister got arrested last night for breaking into some ones house and beating the fuck out of this one chick for no god damned reason. Stupid ass bitch. So my mom is borrowing $2500 from my Grandparents and putting up the title of her car. Which means if my ( Read more... )

So there is only like four more hours till Deania is here.. I can't wait... i can't sleep either, but that doesn't matter cuz to-nite when I sleep i will be with her and thats all that matters.. God I can't wait till you are here and in my arms.... I will try to be at Seans as soon as I can I am pretty much all ready ( Read more... )

So Deania is comin tomorrow. Yay-ness.. and me and Sean might go back with her that is if we have a ride back. hmmm. I could ask my madre... we'd be leaving on a Tuesday and she does not work then... Anyways so umm... Yeah I'm just glad I still get to see her. I might go to Seanie's still today but i dunno it depends on my padre.. He sleeps for ( Read more... )

so it's what like really early.. Deania missed her ride and we don't know if shes gonna come out now or what. I would do anything to get her out here... I'm tempetd to just leave and get her myself.. I miss her so much and just wanna see her.. and baby "I ain't mad at ya", 6 in the morning is a pretty hard time to be all ready and up yet. It's not ( Read more... )

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

So Jay's b-day was on Sunday. Went to max and erma's after the family deal it was fuckin hilarious. I love hanging out w/ Jay, Beckaroo, Matt and Amy. much better than chillin w/ jess and her crew cuz I know I can trust them more. Plus they don't get stupid. Love my sister dearly but she gets on my damn nerves sober so it's like 10 times worse when ( Read more... )

Yay! back from Seanie and Deania's.... So yeah me and Deania are goin out... but anyways on to the happinings of the past few days.. Sat- Stayed at Seans and packed shit away and took shit down stayed up till like 9 in the friggin morning. Took a couple hour nap and woke up and took showers. and then went to Deania's. chilled there went to the park ( Read more... )

What up ppl? Nothin here I feel like shit and am talkin to Deania and they want me to come out morrow but i dunno.. I told Jess I'd go to Kims party and I want to but I kinda don't too. like she said (Kim) said i couldn't drink and shit cuz the cops might come and shit. I don't wanna be there if the cops are gonna go and I don't wanna be around a ( Read more... )

Man.... Sean cracks me up. He's a good kid. I hope he knows how much he mean to me, cuz it's alot. :-D love ya kiddo! Anyways so i just got off the phone w/ Deania and seanie before that. It's now set up for me to go out there on Sat or Sun! Then my hubby is movin back a few days after I get back I think.... Last I heard thats how the plans are ( Read more... )

So it's 3 in the friggin morning and I still can't sleep. I took ecedrin Pm an hour ago and it's still not working so chances are I'll be sleepin till like 4 morrow i hate not sleepin it's like one of the most annoying things in the world when your tired and you try to sleep but all you can do is lay there. It's fucking boring is what it is and ppl ( Read more... )