Comments | killer_angel666: god i hope none of you have a cow

killer_angel666

god i hope none of you have a cow

Jun 02, 2005 20:58

WEll yeah. i know I know they say it's bad for you and I used to do it like all the time.. Like every day.. then I stopped for my x bf then i was going to start again then stopped for rene.. so yeah.. I started smoking again today.. GOd i missed it.. yeah yeah give me all the crap you want about it.. I don't care.. I missed it and I didn't even ( Read more... )

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zaboolbo June 2 2005, 21:12:06 UTC

Kay, don't think of this as bitching, but I just want to let you know that you sound so proud of yourself for smoking again, and Megan, it's REALLY nothing to be proud of. Don't get all bitchy at me for saying this, but you're being stupid. You're letting Rene drive you to smoking again, and that's just not cool. It may seem nice to have something new to think about, but in the end, it's gonna hurt you. And maybe I'm wrong, but you seem like you think smoking makes you cool, and I know you won't admit to thinking that, but I know you do. It's not cool. Just because a lot of the people you hang around do it, doesn't mean it's cool. Well whatever, as I said before, it's your life, do what you want, but just know that I think you're being stupid and shouldn't fall back into this bad habit. What next? Are you gonna start drinking again when something else bad happens to you? I'm just warning you, that falling back onto bad habits isn't a good idea. No matter how good it may seem right now. You're letting Rene win. But I'm done. Do what ( ... )

xxrene87xx June 3 2005, 22:16:20 UTC

ok for one thing im not glad she is smokeing but i cant help it ok so dont make me out to be the bad girl ok. and i hope she dont start to drink but its her life

zaboolbo June 5 2005, 19:16:58 UTC

go kill yourself.

xxrene87xx June 5 2005, 20:19:21 UTC

what the fuck is that for bitch

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midnight_pixie9 June 3 2005, 20:11:34 UTC

megan-please just read this-i don't care if u think it is bullshit or not-it is how i feel right now...and i am having a shitty time myself ( ... )

killer_angel666 June 4 2005, 00:17:03 UTC

Yeah.. i know but.. it's not rene's fault.. I wanted to do it again.. And I know it's bad for you but anyways.. I dont' care.. cause i dont' plan to marry anyone or fall in love again.. seriously i was considering suicide and not because of rene.. god that would be like the last thing on my mind.. but the fact that i started to bleed myself again and it was that or smoking and i chose smoking and anyways rene could care less.. dont' give a flippen fuck about her anymore..

xsummerbabyx June 4 2005, 13:36:42 UTC

oh god...just...I dunno...look basically zaboolbo and midnight_pixie9 said it all...don't mess yourself up rene...you said you don't give a shit about her anymore yet you let her back in your head and mess yourself up...it's not good...just take care of yourself k?
yeppers peppers
Kaitlin

killer_angel666 June 4 2005, 19:44:13 UTC

holly fucking god.. okay rene is not the cause.. for crying out loud.. I cut myself and bleed myself.. this is an alternative and God.. it's not all about rene.. geesh.. And i do it cuase i'm going to die anyways.. was told that i'm goign to get cancer and the cigs will help with pain and shit.. so it's not about rene.. and my doctor said it won't do anything... okay..

<3 meg

xsummerbabyx June 4 2005, 19:58:22 UTC

omg just don't mess your life up whether it's about rene or not I don't care...believe me I've been through killing myself with the same morals you have and then thought twice about it...look okay my friend she cut herself and one time she was like a third of an inch away from killing herself doing it. She was all happy and crap but inside it was turmoil me and my friend we told a counseler and i don't know she was taken away which got us all scared and then she came back and her life is so much better...her dad killed himself and her step sister died in a car crash...her life was hell...and look okay you haven't been through that...this world is so fucked up...everyone just wants to kill themselves and mess their lives up and where does that leave the rest of us? In our own living hell without the people we love to hold us on the surface before drowning in our own sorrow...there are people here that care about you whether you agree or not there are people who will miss you...okay the only thing I have going is that I know that at ( ... )

killer_angel666 June 4 2005, 20:05:46 UTC

know what your point is. but I chose to do it.. and I'm going to die anyways.. okay my doc said this would help me through it.. cause she knows about me and my medical history. so yeah.. my mom doesnt' know tho cause it would break her heart.. all she knows is that i'm going to die and so is she.. so yeah.. i dont want this to be a big deal anymore.. cuase it's making me feel worse..

meg

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