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killer_moose

Final Entry.... Ever... For real this time I swear!

Apr 28, 2005 12:43

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yeah. xtheseredscars April 28 2005, 21:33:41 UTC

i think most people can sense those things though. or at least i can.

Re: yeah. killer_moose April 28 2005, 21:51:49 UTC

Patronizing me is not necessary.

Re: yeah. xxlapidatoxx April 28 2005, 21:57:49 UTC

What are you so angry about lately?

sorry. xtheseredscars April 28 2005, 22:05:24 UTC

wasnt trying to offend you.

LJ can be fun, ya know. I love posting pictures and reading about other peoples days.......It's only xxlapidatoxx April 28 2005, 21:56:59 UTC

..evil if you let it be.
Yeah, it's usually pretty obvious when people have been talking shit. And I think we all find hell and hopefully sometimes a little heaven (?) in people too. And at least I know I'm scared of people still not picking me for baseball in PE and for telling me I need to tan and for calling me fat and for making fun of my boobs and all the other shit.
And I agree that it does nothing for you to dwell on past mistakes. Just hopefully learn from them I guess and try to do better. I'm attempting it, but guilt and anger and all the bad feelings come on easily and don't leave without a fight. Where as happiness, it's hard to come by and flys out of your hands no matter how tightly your try to grip it.
I'm not sure what's going on with you and/or brianna, it's hard to figure out through LJ. You both must be going through some shit with some people, but i hope it works out and doesn't eat you alive in the process.

0killer0queen0 April 28 2005, 22:51:22 UTC

we are fine, as a couple i dont think we've been happier. as for last weekend, yes you saw us fight, but all couples do and its over. as for our last posts nothing had to do with eachother. and as for the very last post i posted, i said what i wanted to say it was a huge relief, i said some cruel stuff but i don't feel i should hold back (if it will make me feel better) just to protect peoples feelings (who themselves think they can discuss my personal life with people). i've been friends with people like that for a long time and now in my life i don't need to associate with those types of people who love to gossip about me. its been the same story for ages. i shouldnt have to pretend to like people who want to do nothing but hurt me. people have disliked me since the day me and tony got together. me and tony both have pasts, our pasts are eachothers businesses and no one elses.

xxlapidatoxx April 28 2005, 23:25:23 UTC

Oh, I didn't think you two were fighting. I thought you two were fighting with someone else? Anyways, I don't really care what the drama is or who it's with, just trying to say I hope you guys feel better or people stop being mean or whatever it is that is wrong, i hope it gets better. And I could really give a shit if you fight. Why the fuck would I? Youv'e seen me and zac fight, worse even. I never said anything about that though so I'm not really sure where that came from. And I don't really care what you post, it's your LJ. I never said anything about you holding back or anything. But no, I never thought you and tony were fighting, I'm pretty sure you wouldn't call him an emo bitch on LJ :). So, basic point, whatever it was that has/is been afflicting you or both of you or whatever, I hope it is resolved.

hey... mondoholocaust May 2 2005, 15:02:36 UTC

don't know if you'll read this or not. sorry about friday, we started fighting and didn't even make it to everyday music until about 11:15. you should get ahold of us.

hey xxlapidatoxx May 2 2005, 19:29:06 UTC

I put that table top bbq in zac's truck. It was going to get thrown away, and it's perfect bbqing season, so I thought you and brianna might want it. Let me know either way.