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this weekend should be FABULOUS.

im exicited. :]]

my cheeks hurt i've been smiling so much,
they haven't had such a big workout in a long time.

thanks to my friends. and to you.

<33

oh wow. oh wow. OH WOW.

hes SO great. whats this like day 1?!?

i can't wait to see what happens.
my smile is bigger than its been in a long time.
agh! :]]

last night = <333333

a,k-
thats was great, fun times
lock out party along with sailboats, and crazy nightmares we will have from certain things, phone calls that were insane, and one un-expected phone call.ha, oops...
what amazing memories, and MANY more to come.
i say we start some new ones this weekend.
agreed?..

looooovvve you guys

college football games are the best.

not really a fan of the FSU, but they killed the Deamon Deacons.
and I sure enough was out there yelling as loud as freaking possible.
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wow. im up before noon.
hell, im up before the sun.
this is amazing.

off to tallahasee for me!
should be fun.

<3

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i cried tonight.

again.
this time in a room full of people.
you just randomly show up, its almost like its a game.
and i dont like it.

but i do thank all of my amazing friends.
posting comments that make me feel better.
and just being there.
i love you guys. very much.

hope fully things will just get easier.

please just let them get easier

i miss you.

now more than ever.
tears are not enough obviously. no matter how many

trying to get over you takes to much energy, once im feeling good about it, you seem to be a large subject in my life again.
and you dont even notice.
heartbreak is hell.

maybe, one day, too late, you'll notice.

so many things left unsaid. never to be revealed. if only you knew