after reading over that last entry, you know what i have to say ( Read more... )

ok, so ive read and reread those last entries over and over again ( Read more... )

so i wish i could tell if you felt the same way or not.

if you do....i vote you should somehow let me know.
cuz i miss you alot.
and we both know me
i never make the first move when it comes to ANYTHING.

make a move.
miss me back.
just show up one day.

you know....
my birthdays in 2 weeks.
and id really love it if youd be there.even though ( Read more... )

so i didnt want to admit this, but....

i miss you

im too stubborn to do anything about it.
and i know you are too.
god why do we have to be so fucking similar?
but i just wanted to actually say it,
cuz its kinda been killing me.

what happened to us?

just......fuck.

so i was reading through my last entry ( Read more... )

so i cant sleep ( Read more... )

oh em gee ( Read more... )

so its about 530 in the morning
im completely wide awake
and have no real hope of falling asleep anytime soon.
i just have too damn much on my mind at the moment.

im just extremely frustrated.
there is so much going on in my head
and i dont really know how to seperate it all and turn it all into sentances.
i feel like someone played 52 card pick up with ( Read more... )

so i just spent over 4 hours on an entry ( Read more... )

so i just thought i would mention
that i love fall!

it is absolutely fucking gorgeous out
the air is cooler and crisp
there is apple cider everywhere
pumpkins are in season - meaning pumpking bread, pumpkin pies, etc...

but ya, just thought id share
cuz my window is open
and its effin amazing outside

woooo fall!