Well my day has been good, Jesus loves me and i got a lot of candy and what not. G-ma is here to visit for the week and i am having fun. Hopefully Marty will read this post because i dont usually update the journal. Sorry i havent talked to you lately man. I still love you and i am goin out there for the summer, so...Anyways enough of that jerk. So ( Read more... )

I dont kno why i try sometimes. I mean i have another chance and i screw it up. I see her at the basketball game and i regret not doing something with her. That was it she is officially gone. Not to mention one more day i wasted doing nothing. I am truly a loser, i am beginning to believe it. My day consisted of my doin nothing, and nothing more. ( Read more... )

Finally there is a three day weekend. I mean this is the first one of the school year and it is right after a week or two of school. I think this will be a good weekend. I am getting more envolved with my friends after suffering a tragic heartbreak. But, its all good in the hood so anyways. This weekend has gone smoothly, went to the basketball ( Read more... )

I have finally given up all hope i think. Today i recieved the results of my hiv test and it tested positive...just kidding i got my PSAT results back and i scored a 950, i am such a fucking loser, the biggest retard living, i mean who scores under a 1000? I must have been off my ass that day because i dont know where its coming from. Again, ( Read more... )

If anyone felt offended by the vulgar language i used in my last entry, I am sorry. Those words really didnt cover how mad i was. But i am refeshed and ready for a new day. Yes, i am here at school typing this. Yesterday was good i guess. It was another dreadful monday, but i survived. And i still dont see Katie that much. It angers me. Now she has ( Read more... )

I cant understand why my parents have to be such assholes, i just a fucking kid who is trying to grow-up under their strict-ass rules. I cant believe my parents inspected my room and every other place i had to clean(my chores) for any and every mistake. I just dont understand. Now, i owe them money for not doing them correctly. Anytime i dont do ( Read more... )

i have finally come to the conclusion that she was perfect for me and now out of reach. Dont you hate the feeling of being out of control? yeah! I have control over nothing, parents like it that way. They seem to try and do any and everything to screw me over. i just dont understand it. then when a issue comes up they say "we provide you with ( Read more... )

You are the best, i am sorry for not writing about you and here it is. Sorry for not writing an entry for you especially, here it is. You are soo beautiful and i miss you oh sooo much. Wish i had got to get with you, but life sucks. Anyways your great, you went to the lake and had a great time, thats a okay. Anyways i have to go, not because you ( Read more... )

You know, today is the first day of return to school. the vaca is over and now i am stuck with school. Schedules change also, it sucks. There was this really nice and awesome girl in my classes who i talked to and walked with for most of my day, and now her schedule is changed, we dont have any classes together like before. I was so disappointed. I ( Read more... )

Today is cool, this is my return to the mother country, i hope you guys miss me by now, i am only doing this because marty set me up, blah,blah,blah. Anyways its good to be home. Got on my guitar and am learning stairway to heaven intro, yes its hard but i dont care, i have to do this. I am all most finished learning the first half. I am not too ( Read more... )