Date:Jun1,20054:03PM

Subject:shes pretty in punk while she lights the city

Body: i used to have a history class with this crazed fucking girl.. she was my highschool hero.. she just didnt give a fuck.. she was just being herself, and she couldnt have been hotter.. you made me want to do things i could never imagine on my own.. but you ( Read more... )

my heart lost its only reason for beating....

i am going to take a two hour nap then go lay out since im tranluscent.
k.

last night was mayhem ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel
Like I don’t have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
’cause she’s my companion
I walk through her hills
’cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don’t ever want to feel
Like I ( Read more... )

last night was so blurry ( Read more... )

all those things i said in th previous entry,
fuck it.
i already have those things,
i was just keeping my eyes closed.
:)

i just want to feel loved.
not kissed,fucked,held.
i just want to physically feel someone loving me,
that feeling you get that when they hold you so close that you might explode.
i want to be looked at like the im only girl in the world for someone,
for himlike he has never seen a prettier face ( Read more... )

last night.
HA.
kristin picked me up and we went to stacys cousins house?
i had a beer chugging contest with some black man and won.
then we decided to roll,
at 2am,
good idea?
maybe....
we ended up going to tyrins for blunts,
i passed out.
good morning world.

IM SO FUCKING UNHAPPY I COULDNT SCREAM IT LOUD ENOUGH!