i never really understood how someone could just fall out of love... now i realize that they dont fall out of love. it just turns into something else and you begin to love them differently... it hurts a lot knowing that hes still in love with me. its hard to explain to him that i still love him i just cant be with him any more. i know ill miss him ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Justin!
and
Happy belated birthday Zeb!

why is it that some people dont know what they have until they are faced with losing it and then they beg you to forgive them for their obliviousness...

my tears will avenge their banishment...

why cant i have my cake and eat it too...?

maybe if i just lay here long enough and thnik of you everything else will fade away and i would be left with what makes me happy.

i tried going to sleep earlier tonight. boy was that not happining. i just woke up in a cold sweat not knowing where i was. all i want to do is lay in your arms and fall asleep. to be dead to the world and all of it's complicated evils. to just lay entwined, protected in your warmth, feeling your heart beat...

Midnight angel

You are my midnight ( Read more... )

Hold me ( Read more... )

we are all gonna die sonner or later, whats the difference if i die sonner...?

So,... i was sitting naked on my bean bag chair eating cheetos... anyway  three in the morning, yep nothing to do no one online. all alone agian... sam's at derrik's house playing halo with alex, and derrik. im not gonna see him tomorrow... oh well, im going to work then umm i dont know what from there... my cousin came into town today...yeah i ( Read more... )