iv decided to start writing here cause this is a long forgotton journal that only some people still remember. a change in somthing is what i need, im starting to flashback again, and its just tiresome after a while ( Read more... )

a post from this LJ?? hrmm, just want mass confusion

today i went to the gym ( Read more... )

im so scared, tonight after i dropped off thomas and kristina, i was driving home and i was talking to them, only to notice that there was no one in the car anymore, then i started talking out loud to myself, asking why i was still talking. whenever i saw a redlight i thought to myself, why is it red?? i just dont understand. and come to think ( Read more... )

william is a good kid, thats all i gotta say. i dunno, its just hes like the only person right now i can actually talk to without having an attitude towards me. umm lets see..... o yeah rehersal was a waste of time, and i gave susan a ride home, (shes on my way) and that was cool. o yeah, did i mention i formatted my computer, i lost all 2000 ( Read more... )

im going insaine, talking to myself, seeing weird things, i dunno what to do... im all alone lately and i guess that wont change any time soon cause people think im too insaine, the circle continues.

-Adrian

tranq0 4 life?

you guys should really cheak out andy's journal, its under my friends list, cheak out the comments left by me. they are great! just want to help a fellow friend ya know ( Read more... )

sometimes i just dont understand myself, why d i act the way i do, why am i such a jerk, why do i keep screwing up. i can never seem to please anyone. i want a hammock in the shade on the beach with a ice cold Mt. Dew right next to me, with bright sun and sunglasses. all alone. that would be nice. well dreams are for free

-adrian

i just want to crawl in a corner and sleep for like 3 months

-adrian

what a strange weekend, but fun. on friday we skated at williams. along with will andrew, robert!??? and kyle, it was mucho fun. THEN i drove EVERYWHERE helping people with their comp stuff for the LAN at williams. so we do that and bobby goes with thomas to meet up with his "boyz" but their car got towed. so i go over (i was pissed at the ( Read more... )