update from a ghost

[killforlove]

was feeling nostalgic and realized that livejournal lies when it says that it deletes journals after thirty days. this is the second time my journal has been deleted for a significant amount of time, months to say the least, and ive come back to find it still operative. later on, i will go and delete every single entry here just to be sure, but in

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thinking of you...

[i_before_e]

i was wondering where you went...i noticed you deleated me from as a friend from yr other journal, and figured you had gone into hiding or something...glad to hear you are doing well!

Re: thinking of you...

[ex_dreamsmay953]

you know that i miss you, but at the same time i always felt like you never really cared about me too much, which i chalk up to just a difference in personalities. it just always hurt so much when you said youd call and didnt and all that, but its in the past now. i still miss you, and i hope youre ok.

also, i cleaned my room and found something you left behind, a cd of yours... blonde redhead i think is the name, in case you wanted it still. i could mail it to you if you want.

and no matter what ever happened or happens to our friendship, i can never and will never forget all the good you did for me way back when. the drives, the talks, all of it. you always had a place in my heart, take that as you will.

i hold no anger. i wish everything for you, and id be there to help you in a heartbeat if you ever needed it.

and if you ever knew me at all, youd know that it took a lot to write this, much belated i might add, and that it all comes from the bottom of my heart without a drop of deceit.

-john

Re: thinking of you...

[i_before_e]

whats your current email address, id like to reply, but not on livejournal, as lately ive been having reasons to be cautionary of most things internet-related.
-d

Re: thinking of you...

[ex_dreamsmay953]

i share that caution.

its john@revolutiondirect.com