we broke up...ish last night. i've been in a funk since saturday (which i will elaborate on and then you can call me a whore) and matt noticed it on monday. he called me when i got home from class last night and we talked for three and a half hours. basically he decided because i wasn't ready to make a decision. he said we always come back to the ( Read more... )

first real all-nighter of the semester. not bad considering it's the end of the sixth week. i've been trying to write this short paper for the lit&film class i'm retaking. i'm just so over writing pointless papers. this one i'm supposed to compare two short stories and the two corresponding movies. and some how i missed that part and briefly ( Read more... )

i'm ready for it to be may. i'm ready to get out of here and do something or nothing, but not waiting ( Read more... )

matt is going to sign himself up for a volunteer deployment to haiti. i spent all of yesterday pissed off and this morning angry about it for selfish reasons. i let it go when he emailed me this afternoon letting me know he was having a rough day. i'm sure i'll be selfishly angry tomorrow and i'll need hannah to calm me down and snap me out of it ( Read more... )

so, i work tomorrow. i think i might leave milwaukee around 230, get to oshkosh around 4. maybe do some grocery shopping for dry foods that won't spoil before classes start in february; that way i won't have as much to buy or carry up to my room when i go back for spring. i need to grab "once" for kate too. i'm not sure if i'm going to stay in ( Read more... )

so b&bw just cut my hours drastically. i don't get a single shift in four weeks and then suddenly i pop up on the schedule for a floor set this sunday... and that's it. i don't work again all week. i don't know if jen thinks that i'm in milwaukee and can't drive up here or what ( Read more... )

pretty sure b&bw let me go. again ( Read more... )

i'm 23 now ( Read more... )

matt's home and he's here. i'm annoyed. i haven't been able to do anything. i went into an exam yesterday without studying. i have three research papers to write by tomorrow that i haven't even started and a paper due tonight at midnight and an exam at 130 this afternoon. i had to work last night and i work tonight. i'm annoyed that i have to share ( Read more... )

the messageboard i usually post on is still down from the other day for upgrades, so i guess i'll post here ( Read more... )