monetary things that i am grateful for ( Read more... )

so this. this undergraduate thing. this university of wisconsin oshkosh thing. i'm done. i have 50 days until i graduate and i'm considering leaving. will i do it? no. will i graduate? hopefully ( Read more... )

still no motivation. i did part of my english homework last night and the rest this morning. i have no desire to do my midterm. i have to go to english in twenty minutes. i'm skipping history so my midterm is going to be a day late unless i send her an email and say that i didn't feel well and can email her a copy of my midterm or drop it off at ( Read more... )

mark and i went to pete yorn in madison last night and it was good. this is going to sound really strange, but it's always how i pictured a pete yorn show to be- lowkey and extremely enjoyable. part of me is glad that ray and i as well as matt and i never saw pete yorn because i'd rather see shows like that with friends ( Read more... )

saturday night/sunday morning around 2am mark and i left alex's to go to v's for some food. when we were getting off the freeway we were stopped at a light. there's a bus stop to the right. there was a homeless man sleeping there. i could only glance a few times before i felt too ill. he has prosthetic legs that he propped up against the side of ( Read more... )

today is payday. i have $189 in my checking at 1103am. by midnight, i'll probably only have $50.
things to buy:
penny arcade books for matt: $60 for five books and shipping.
VS CC payment: $30 minimum. probably pay $37. done ( Read more... )

i am so cashed out right now. i spent almost five hours in the library this morning writing a midterm essay. terrible ( Read more... )

god help us.

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i need a new journal.
i need a clean start.
but do i want to start it now?
or do i want to start it after i graduate?

bon iver last night made me so happy.
and i will gladly hold hands with alex and mark again.